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oono

oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
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Hello, I am new to this forum. I will quickly explain my story to you: more than 2 years ago I tried to kill myself by rushing into a tree at high speed, alone in my car no other injured than me, but the attempt failed because someone went through this road and called the fire department. I am still handicapped at the time with physical consequences that will surely remain for life. So here I am already to discuss and then to find a way "on" to leave in complete freedom and peace. In some time I will have the exit handbook, in particular to have a "reliable" address of N or otherwise there is also the N of C from the WM which seems reliable. Then my other two ideas are an overdose of fentanyl (you still have to find some) or the SN method. What do you think ? Thanks for reading me
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
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My method is SN
 
sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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First of all, welcome to this forum :hug: That's a tragic story you have. At least now you got this place to search for reliable methods. Your ctb ideas all seem really good. A small amount of Fentanyl is already enough to kill you but it's really hard to get because most dark net markets I know don't even allow selling F anymore. At the end you have to choose which method you're going for. Good luck and I hope you enjoy your stay on SS.
 
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Ghost2211

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Welcome, it's nice to meet you. I'm sorry to hear you were unable to find the peace you desire, and even more so that you're suffering as a result. It sounds like you have some solid ideas of more reliable methods. I would suggest reading over all of them in the resource section.
 
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Originaldon

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Aug 27, 2020
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I too was debating the car round tree or post idea. To be honest it shouldn't matter if someone finds you as to successfully do it you have to ensure death on impact. Either you weren't going fast enough or didn't hit the tree correctly I am afraid. If you had a seatbelt on that would've saved you too. But I am sorry you failed, it is a easy to try method with good results and consequences if done right but not one you can fail unfortunately.

You will need knowledge of the dark net to acquire such consumables and even then N is not available on the markets anymore.

If you read the N from C thread that should give you everything you need.
 
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oono

oono

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Aug 26, 2020
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I too was debating the car round tree or post idea. To be honest it shouldn't matter if someone finds you as to successfully do it you have to ensure death on impact. Either you weren't going fast enough or didn't hit the tree correctly I am afraid. If you had a seatbelt on that would've saved you too. But I am sorry you failed, it is a easy to try method with good results and consequences if done right but not one you can fail unfortunately.

You will need knowledge of the dark net to acquire such consumables and even then N is not available on the markets anymore.

If you read the N from C thread that should give you everything you need.

Thank you for your answers and for welcoming me to the forum. I'm going to work towards getting N, there's an address on the exit book and I think it's reliable. For the N which comes from C I believe it is no longer available at the moment. Where can I find the section that talks about it on the forum please?
And thank you all for your greetings
 
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Originaldon

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Aug 27, 2020
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your best bet will be the N from C megathread for Info and current status of the source
 
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oono

oono

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Aug 26, 2020
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your best bet will be the N from C megathread for Info and current status of the source
ok thanks for the answer, i don't know the forum well yet, but i guess this information is here? Or more on darkfail?
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

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Sep 30, 2020
245
It's nice to meet you, welcome. I have heard SN is a very effective method. It seems to be the go to for most people here. Personally I will be jumping to concrete as it's instantaneous and I get to feel a rush like I was on a rollercoaster, though I do not know if that's an applicable method for your current situation.

tl;dr

I wish you safe travels and good fortune.
 
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oono

oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
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It's nice to meet you, welcome. I have heard SN is a very effective method. It seems to be the go to for most people here. Personally I will be jumping to concrete as it's instantaneous and I get to feel a rush like I was on a rollercoaster, though I do not know if that's an applicable method for your current situation.

tl;dr

I wish you safe travels and good fortune.
Thank you for your welcome and yes SN is apparently a good technique. Personally, I chose the N method, I just need to be a little patient. Hope you find peace in your method, make sure you do things right so you don't have any consequences. Good luck
 
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