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Helppleasebad

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Jul 29, 2025
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My eyes (scleras) are partially tattooed black (if end up being ok I could fill rest with Luna Cobra if wanted since whole point of getting was hated my looks etc plus other issues stuff I say below) and in pain etc plus other stuff may not be severe like was at beginning but still there mild good amount and may not get better it's been about 2 weeks hope in full month or lil more gets lot better and not living without eyes or vision loss. Yes there was multiple factors why I got and will explain one like I said above without my hair long my looks are totally cooked and trash growing out is the worst look but buzzed/shaved is still bad not including I'm 5'5 or 5'6 height etc combine that with hair loss and a tattoo artist not removing a horrible inaccurate photo of me and my face with my hair unkept because I gave up at the time due to neck tattoo issue with it going too high up above jawline from bad artist and bad tattoo ruining my face until got somewhat fixed with the face tattoo (but at the cost of the horrible photo with my hair not cut and was growing out which looks absolutely hideous like I said if not long or least just fully cut short or bald, but I asked the guy to take down and course he wouldn't, was just laughed and scoffed at and the owner of shop was trash too about it when he had me tell him about the problem with artist not just the artist themselves being a problem, all the artists can go f themselves in there they all disliked me the owner's wife is insufferable like him too, he's not that tall either almost same height little more maybe whatever he's the not guy who did the bad photos video thing of me he was just the owner), but yeah all that is recipe for disaster for me. Fuck being bald and short, people like Jeff Bezos has all the money in the world and doesn't get hair transplants total clown wrong people have the money. If this don't feel better sometime then best bet is building jump basically from high up can't live in pain whole life nor with no vision or eyeballs worst case, this not even including that the fact of I'd need to do the rest of my eyes since is only partially filled which looks bad and sure even though it'd be with the "right guy" it sucks would have to do again to have ok look or just accept being messed up look forever and possibly with side effects still hopefully not pain etc or vision loss, blurriness etc too I have right now along with others but I'd want try make it "worth it" at least if had to live with stuff if didn't "check out" of life. Hope falling from great height is ok way to go out and instant worst case scenario. If you will get anything done with eyeball tattoos don't rush no matter how bad you want and need go to right person like Luna Cobra maybe even joesmithtat2 I seen he has some stuff not a random under the radar person like me...one eye in a "bad eye" in my opinion is best too safety wise even though two look cooler I did both though (I can pic here if need maybe if I feel comfortable but don't want anyone to recognize), don't be pushed to do even more with final nail in coffin by pricks that do you wrong, f that tattoo artist I can't say anything else on here but it'd been more worthwhile to just took the artist to court not to sue since that wouldn't win anyway unfortunately really but to y'know because I know they'd jumped all ganged up on me at the shop if I tried to fight him and had I had a y'know what I could just, them all so yeah... Not doing well at all don't mind this end part can remove if need but all that really fed into me doing this even more, if you look bad bald or close to it cut short etc not many options for looks besides tattoos (especially near face and head) and well eyeball tattoos of course... Anyway hope this gets better or really may become obselete better be fast if need to I wasn't ready to go out like this already at 21 either wtf 😥 I wish had a time machine to go back to before did and just not do with that guy and if was to still do if even would do go to right person and sure Luna charges a bit and if could only afford the one eye it could did and actually I think better like said not looks wise necessarily but safe wise especially long term and in bad eye already. If anyone has eyeball tattoos or knows anyone hope can tell me if pain could possibly subside over little more time hopefully least not get worse but don't want live in pain forever either, there should been no pain at all or barely which at beginning and for bit was severe pain now is just like said about average a 5 out of 10 at least I'd say give or take hard to say sometimes could flare up though, air conditioner seems to bother it more too. Like I said I can post pics of the partial done eyeball tattoo or even say name of the person who did social media name and the tattoo artist who wouldn't take down the photo but that'd be revealing a bit too much I think for my identity possibly right now. I'm blackpilled too so you may understand my thinking more if know about that stuff, I feel more comfortable and way I want with dark horror stuff on me least if don't have long hair all the time too for best look even more so, eyeballs is ultimate way can't argue with that, sclera contacts I wouldn't even bother have to change out eventually and not cheap if get good ones not cosplay ones, not everyone wants to be plain bald especially if not best look like that when have like that.
 
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