suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
Anyone feel the same? :( I just so tired of existing.
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TheDevilsAngel
LetMeFree (I'll never be free)
- Apr 22, 2019
- 836
Yes i am feeling the exact same. I have no idea why people are put on earth to suffer and be humiliated and broken
Ive had more than enough, im starting to plan to ctb again. If things dont get better or change i have no choice, i want to be prepared to ctb because at this stage it is a huge possiblity for me.
My thoughts are with you.
yeah and its wierd. i still have this feeling to keep trying and keep going, but i also feel dead inside and on the inside, and literally dont wanna wake out of my sleep.
HGL91
Warlock
- Jul 2, 2019
- 720
Life is exhausting. There's always something that has to be done. Can't even enjoy anything fun because my heart is racing too fast to be in the moment.
thedutchguy
Slowly drowing
- Jun 5, 2019
- 114
I get your feeling. Can't set my mind or body to anything. Not for myself not for what need to be done.
Don't get any feeling with 'fun's things, social and family could be stolen. Can't do it totally empty completely done inside only want to end the suffering.
Saga
In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
- Jul 20, 2019
- 175
same...everyday I just feel like a robot, waking up going to work,going home,sleeping its the same pattern everyday, its tiring alreadyLast edited:
seekingoblivion
Arcanist
- Dec 11, 2018
- 454
I'm fucking tired all the time. There's no way this life is worth living. I just want out and it's so difficult to fucking get there.
AtomicNewt
A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her
- Jun 5, 2019
- 145
Yup. Its what's led me to deciding I cannot go on. Constantly, relentlessly, physically and mentally exhausted. People really don't understand. Lucky them. This isn't something a good night's sleep or some yoga will help. When folk say stuff like that you know they have NO IDEA.
FFTMGD
Member
- Jun 7, 2019
- 49
