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xo_bunni

xo_bunni

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Mar 2, 2023
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i hate having to live as myself. i hate all this. i wish i didn't think and act the way i do. i feel like im in a constant cycle of deciding im gonna end it and preparing to leave then trying to stay and fix all the mess in my life just to feel hopeless again. i wanna be normal. i'm so unstable no matter how hard i try to live a normal life, my fucked up mental health affects every aspect of my life no matter what.
i wanna just dream forever. i wish i could be a kid again or live in another universe as a fairy or something idk. i hate having to deal with life. i hate worrying about my reputation, my fucked up social life, my family, how bad i'm struggling financially, how far i am from the life i really wanna be living, and so much other stuff. i'm exhausted of everything
 
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