Escaping reality by playing games

[Nymph]

I've been playing games (almost) all day for the past few months because school turned to online school and plus summer holiday (which are unfortunately coming to an end) I've felt amazing because I've been living the lives thought the characters in my games and I distracted myself from my thoughts. I'm really scared of going back to school, even the thought makes me extremely nervous. I can't explain how much I hate school, I know I sound like an angsty teenager but I just have so much bad experience connected to school I just can't help but hate it. Seeing all those teaches and classmates again makes me want to CTB before I get to experience it again so I can end this life on a good note. I've actually been contemplating that option.

 

[Nature_is_God]

I'm playing Skyrim for the first time and it's definitely one of the only enjoyments I experience now.