Empty.

[Deleted member 24434]

Opened myself up to someone and stupidly caught feelings. They are so sweet but I don't think they feel the same. I'm just feeling so empty, numb and useless. Like I want to cry but what's the point? Why is this shit so hard? I hate this feeling. I'm such an idiot.

 

[Deleted member 23885]

@Existenceisfutile, Life is very difficult. I feel for you. Wish you all the best on your road to recovery or ctb.

 

[UiopQwerty]

Well...
Life is a game. You have to know howto throw the cards or roll the dice.
Do as me. Play with the cards you have at hand. You could win either way!
Its hard to feel empty. Try to fill up the empty space with something that
you are good with... For me atm I have SS and a tenant who doesnt pay,
a painful divorce, sore throath, blisters on my tongue. (Much chili stuff.)

TAke care!

 

[alice-in-wonderland]

Hey I think it is a good thing you caught feelings - that you can feel You are not an idiot. I wish I could write more, but then I am afraid I will sound like an automated recording of positive affirmations.