Venting Dysphoria related to suicide.

[Droso]

This is probably something that most cis people won't understand. And anyone outside of SaSu would probably label me as crazy for feeling this way.

…But knowing that if I do ctb and it will be through SN, causes me dysphoria. Most men use violent methods to ctb. Most women overdose/poison themselves. I know that I'll go into the female side of the statistic for poisoning and that makes me sick. And even if I had access to a gun, I am way too paranoid of it not succeeding.

 

[Jadeith]

This is probably something that most cis people won't understand.

Yes. I don't. So i'm asking for clarification, no offense intended. Do i get it correctly that using a method statistically associated with females makes you uncomfortable?

Most men use violent methods to ctb. Most women overdose/poison themselves.

How about inert gas asphyxiation? Considered very peaceful and not exactly poisoning. Will land you somewhere in the middle.

 

[DeathSleep]

So many people on here talk about SN. I think it'd be interesting if you did a poll on it what the results would actually be for it. I suspect a lot of men attempt that method.

Although I see why it distresses you and that is valid. Do you think that those around you will judge you for your method after you die? I wish I had something comforting to say. It sucks being dysphoric. I know believe me.

 

[Droso]

They meant they were uncomfortable with using a method used more by men and so want to use a method used more by women as they are probably a trans woman or trans feminine person.

Vice versa, actually. I'm a trans man. I would rather use a method done mostly by men, but SN is the most accessible for me.

 

[Namelesa]

Vice versa, actually. I'm a trans man. I would rather use a method done mostly by men, but SN is the most accessible for me.

Oh I am completely sorry, I totally misunderstood your post. Sorry sorry. I am stupid and can't read. I deserve to be hated.