Drugs to end it

[turbofly3ddeath]

I'm from Australia and I don't know how to end it. I previously attempted with a mixture of valium and something else (cant remember), internet said it'd be fatal. I ended up waking up 24 hours later. In between I'm pretty sure I woke up quickly to vomit black.

I'm terrified of hanging myself because I cannot find anywhere in my house that could be good without someone interrupting me.

I'd possibly like to go by drug overdose so I don't feel anything. I only have a couple of hundred left, and I need the best advice on what exactly to do. I read a little bit about sleeping pill overdose. I don't know how.

People say all this shit about how things get better and whatever else not, but I'm really sick of waiting for that. Living this hell on repeat is too much.

 

[Meretlein]

I would go with fentanyl or nembutal.

 

[chrijo]

If you vomited black, it was probably blood. Have you tried to OD on Ibuprofen?

You can't OD diazepam.

 

[turbofly3ddeath]

No i haven't. How much would that take?

See that's what I originally thought, however there was something about the mixture with the other pills. I can't for the life of me remember, maybe it was something like endone

I would go with fentanyl or nembutal.

Where would I get this?

 

[chrijo]

Browse the forum and you will find more information about useful medications. it's not as easy as you could imagine.

How long has it been since your attempt and how are you now? Be careful with pills...

 

[turbofly3ddeath]

Browse the forum and you will find more information about useful medications. it's not as easy as you could imagine.

How long has it been since your attempt and how are you now? Be careful with pills...

I've been reading the forums and saw the post about a guy named "A". But the issue is that I live in Australia and so I can't figure out how to get the stuff here. The darkweb and all that has been way too hard to browse and understand too.
My last attempt was last month and honestly I'm not well. I barely do anything each day and I can't keep going on like this.

 

[Superfluous]

For Nembutal, check the Megathread getting n from a.

Also check [Method] Drug/overdose thread.

Can't quickly find links about Fentanyl.

Another option is Amitriptyline cocktail.

I would also suggest you download PPH and Five Last acts, both available as a free download in the [Resource] List of Resources

 

[turbofly3ddeath]

For Nembutal, check the Megathread getting n from a.

Also check [Method] Drug/overdose thread.

Can't quickly find links about Fentanyl.

Another option is Amitriptyline cocktail.

I would also suggest you download PPH and Five Last acts, both available as a free download in the [Resource] List of Resources

Thank you. Checking out all of these. However couldnt find PPH?

 

[Superfluous]

Thank you. Checking out all of these. However couldnt find PPH?

Peaceful Pill eHandbook in Books/Documentaries section of List of resources. May-2018 is the latest version contained on someones google drive, but each section is a separate .pdf file. Direct link here.

Edit: corrected grammar

 

[drakewantstogo]

You can get fentanyl/carfentanyl from the darknet easily

 

[turbofly3ddeath]

You can get fentanyl/carfentanyl from the darknet easily

Can you help me with this? I tried to jump on the darknet and honestly I dont even know how to get started

 

[lost_soul83]

You can get fentanyl/carfentanyl from the darknet easily

Any specific sites on the dark web to get fentanyl from?

 

[drakewantstogo]

Any specific sites on the dark web to get fentanyl from?

wall st market

Can you help me with this? I tried to jump on the darknet and honestly I dont even know how to get started

There isn't much to it... Create a bitcoin wallet, buy bitcoins, make a gpg key and start buying. This tutorial can help you with almost everything. But don't buy in dream since its dead lol, wallstmarket still has some fent listings.

 

[lost_soul83]

wall st market

There isn't much to it... Create a bitcoin wallet, buy bitcoins, make a gpg key and start buying. This tutorial can help you with almost everything. But don't buy in dream since its dead lol, wallstmarket still has some fent listings.

Thanks a lot for the info!