Drinking sn is too hard but I’m desperate

[exomera]

I tried drinking it and nearly threw up because of how odd it tastes. It's somewhat salty but just has this other weird taste to it, and it reminds me of something from before that makes me want to throw up. How does everyone else make it seem so easy? It came from the DMC and had opened for the first time. What am I meant to do now? This was supposed to be my way to finally find eternal rest, but now I find myself being even more afraid of being stuck here in misery. There has to be an easier way to do this right? Something? Anything? I need to at least get THIS right of all things. Also, I know this is poorly written; I can't think completely straight for some unexplainable reason

 

[been__ready]

I am so sorry to hear this!! So sorry for you I know how it feels..

This is my method and compared to all of the others seems like the most humane way to go :/ I read somewhere about holding your nose and chugging it back to make it more palatable.. at least that's what I intend to do..

 

[ForeverCaHa]

Nearly threw up? So did you actually vomit, or was it just the sensation that you were going to? If it's still in your system I guess you would be unconscious by now, depending on the amount you consumed.

I hope you have found peace if that is the case. If you're still around, let us know if you're okay!

 

[TransTaxEvader]

It's only natural to feel distraught after something like this and it's okay. Maybe it's just the nervousness. The bus can wait a few days, it might be best to check other posts first. I pray that you find your peace my friend.

 

[exomera]

Well, I gagged like I was about to.

It's only natural to feel distraught after something like this and it's okay. Maybe it's just the nervousness. The bus can wait a few days, it might be best to check other posts first. I pray that you find your peace my friend.

The only thing I found out was that some people stick a tube down their throat so they don't have to taste it.

 

[SaraBye]

Well, I gagged like I was about to.

The only thing I found out was that some people stick a tube down their throat so they don't have to taste it.

But have you drunk it? Have you felt any effects?

 

[exomera]

Nearly threw up? So did you actually vomit, or was it just the sensation that you were going to? If it's still in your system I guess you would be unconscious by now, depending on the amount you consumed.

I hope you have found peace if that is the case. If you're still around, let us know if you're okay!

I wasn't able to consume too much. It did make me feel weird, like very, very hot and my stomach was rumbling a lot, but that was it. I did take a pill to help me go to sleep after, and it worked but I woke up fine.

But have you drunk it? Have you felt any effects?

I was only able to drink a little, no effects other than feeling really hot afterwards. I went to sleep and woke up fine. I didn't drink nearly enough of what I needed to.