Help Drinking SN in my room

[danzk2005]

I'm thinking about drinking SN in the early hours of the morning in my room, my plan is to drink the SN, put on my headphones and go to my bed, lie down and wait for my death, the only problem is that I live with five people in my house and my two brothers share the room with me, is there a chance that I will make a lot of noise or vomit while I'm dying?

 

[DeathSleep]

That sounds risky with others in the same room. They could call for help. Then you're going to the psych ward and everyone will know.
It's ultimately your choice. It could work. But I'd find another time and/or location.
I hope you find your peace.

 

[CravingPeace]

I don't think this is a good idea at all. Surely your brothers will hear you vomit and the unexpected noises your body will make as it tries to hold on. I agree with the above comment, you will end up in a psych ward and constant surveillance moving forward.

Can you leave your home? Maybe get a hotel room?

 

[AnotherSadDay]

Yes, probably you are gonna make some sound.
The first one would probably be the sound of you vomiting. Its one of the most common symptoms.
The second one would be the sound of breathing. Your heart is gonna pump at full speed, which probably is gonna increase the rythm of your breathing.
And even when you passed out you are probably gonna make a death rattle that is definitely gonna be heard by someone

 

[timmy_o]

I agree with above two comments. Being found and "saved" will increase scrutiny on you tenfold and you might not have another chance for weeks, months, or years, depending. Surely there's a better place for you to sequester yourself and do it where you won't be found before the desired effect.

 

[danzk2005]

Thank you to everyone who responded, I wanted to do it in my room and in my bed because it's the place I feel most comfortable to die, but I agree with what you said, I'll do it if I can stay in a motel or go to a forest nearby. Thanks guys.

Yes, probably you are gonna make some sound.
The first one would probably be the sound of you vomiting. Its one of the most common symptoms.
The second one would be the sound of breathing. Your heart is gonna pump at full speed, which probably is gonna increase the rythm of your breathing.
And even when you passed out you are probably gonna make a death rattle that is definitely gonna be heard by someone

what is a death rattle?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Bad idea.

 

[danzk2005]

Minha ideia.

sim, eu não sei o que eu estava pensando, mas, eu só queria morrer no meu quarto.

 

[AnotherSadDay]

what is a death rattle?

It's the sounds a person make when they are dying and secretions from the throat or saliva start to acumulate in their throat. You dont feel them because they appear when you lose consciousness,but other people definitely are gonna hear them.

 

[danzk2005]

It's the sounds a person make when they are dying and secretions from the throat or saliva start to acumulate in their throat. You dont feel them because they appear when you lose consciousness,but other people definitely are gonna hear them.

I didn't know that, it sounds horrible, doing it in my room would be really bad, do you think it's better for me to rent a motel room?

 

[AnotherSadDay]

I didn't know that, it sounds horrible, doing it in my room would be really bad, do you think it's better for me to rent a motel room?

The general recomendation I have read is to do it in a place where you are alone because SN can take different time for different people and to prevent someone to find you and call the ambulance.
But I have also read cases of people that have done it with people in the same house, but no people in the same room.

 

[danzk2005]

A recomendação geral que li é fazer isso em um lugar onde você esteja sozinho, porque o SN pode levar tempos diferentes para pessoas diferentes e evitar que alguém o encontre e chame a ambulância.
Mas também li casos de pessoas que fizeram isso com outras pessoas na mesma casa, mas sem ninguém no mesmo cômodo.

Thanks for the help, I'll look for a good place, thank you again.

 

[happier than ever]

The general recomendation I have read is to do it in a place where you are alone because SN can take different time for different people and to prevent someone to find you and call the ambulance.
But I have also read cases of people that have done it with people in the same house, but no people in the same room.

do you think its advisable to do it in the same house, except i also have a dog who might bark at any unusual sounds

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

do you think its advisable to do it in the same house, except i also have a dog who might bark at any unusual sounds

No definitely not. There's a reason the PPH recommends being alone for 24 hours.

I think part of the protocol is also controlling your fear. Because once the SI learns what's happening, you'll probably want to fess up everything to someone close to you. You'll tell them what you took, and the antidote will be rapidly administered.

Not to mention all the vomiting and tossing and turning will cause a lot of noise. And clean up for your family. First responders now often carry the antidote since sn is on the rise for ctb.

You really need a private place.

 

[danzk2005]

No definitely not. There's a reason the PPH recommends being alone for 24 hours.

I think part of the protocol is also controlling your fear. Because once the SI learns what's happening, you'll probably want to fess up everything to someone close to you. You'll tell them what you took, and the antidote will be rapidly administered.

Not to mention all the vomiting and tossing and turning will cause a lot of noise. And clean up for your family. First responders now often carry the antidote since sn is on the rise for ctb.

You really need a private place.

I know a motel that is very close to my house, but I can't stay there alone for 24 hours, just 5 hours, is that enough?

 

[happier than ever]

No definitely not. There's a reason the PPH recommends being alone for 24 hours.

I think part of the protocol is also controlling your fear. Because once the SI learns what's happening, you'll probably want to fess up everything to someone close to you. You'll tell them what you took, and the antidote will be rapidly administered.

Not to mention all the vomiting and tossing and turning will cause a lot of noise. And clean up for your family. First responders now often carry the antidote since sn is on the rise for ctb.

You really need a private place.

im honestly juggling between ctbing and not... i attempted on 2nd but a close friend of me called just as i was about to mix the sn. then tried again on 3rd and my dad called me.. i just want to go to a rehabillitation/meditation centre but my dad is against that. do you have any tips on how i can convince him to send me?

 

[WatchmeBurn]

On top of what others have said here, it would be profoundly unethical to subject others in the same room to you literally dying in front of them. It would ruin their lives. Do not go down this path.

 

[TiredMouse]

im honestly juggling between ctbing and not... i attempted on 2nd but a close friend of me called just as i was about to mix the sn. then tried again on 3rd and my dad called me.. i just want to go to a rehabillitation/meditation centre but my dad is against that. do you have any tips on how i can convince him to send me?

maybe try calling places near you and seeing what they require?

im honestly juggling between ctbing and not... i attempted on 2nd but a close friend of me called just as i was about to mix the sn. then tried again on 3rd and my dad called me.. i just want to go to a rehabillitation/meditation centre but my dad is against that. do you have any tips on how i can convince him to send me?

Could try to call the places near you and figure out how they take patients.

 

[happier than ever]

No definitely not. There's a reason the PPH recommends being alone for 24 hours.

I think part of the protocol is also controlling your fear. Because once the SI learns what's happening, you'll probably want to fess up everything to someone close to you. You'll tell them what you took, and the antidote will be rapidly administered.

Not to mention all the vomiting and tossing and turning will cause a lot of noise. And clean up for your family. First responders now often carry the antidote since sn is on the rise for ctb.

You really need a private place.

but ill be unconcious within 10 mins most probably right? how will this give SI enough time to react?