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theangelswept

theangelswept

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I keep having dreams where I ctb. Its making me relapse with my ideation and making everything a lot more intense. Does anyone have very vivid dreams of what they will do before they do it. Its very intense and inspiring. Maybe because it's getting close to new years.
 
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wordsoutb4sumnelsin

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I smoke "da herb". So no dreams at all. Don't even recall when a last dream was. So depends where ya live, but could be an easy solution fwiw
 
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theangelswept

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Feb 27, 2024
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I smoke "da herb". So no dreams at all. Don't even recall when a last dream was. So depends where ya live, but could be an easy solution fwiw

Yea youre right my partner actually smokes so I bet I could just take a little of his haha. Im not much of a smoker anymore cause it gives me anxiety sometimes but right before bed might help. I'll give electric lettuce a shot
 
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wordsoutb4sumnelsin

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Yea youre right my partner actually smokes so I bet I could just take a little of his haha. Im not much of a smoker anymore cause it gives me anxiety sometimes but right before bed might help. I'll give electric lettuce a shot
Ah, forgot other people get other effects. I never even got "the munchies" since first trying it real young. My first noticing of an effect was being able to look at adults in the eyes. Feeling "calmer, chiller"... more myself.

Anyways, dreams are a whole thing. Don't recall how, but as a kid, I got talked into being able to summon a "helper" of some sort in some scary dream I was having. Blanking on the words to even search for this stuff, but it's a thing
 
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Feb 27, 2024
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Ah, forgot other people get other effects. I never even got "the munchies" since first trying it real young. My first noticing of an effect was being able to look at adults in the eyes. Feeling "calmer, chiller"... more myself.

Anyways, dreams are a whole thing. Don't recall how, but as a kid, I got talked into being able to summon a "helper" of some sort in some scary dream I was having. Blanking on the words to even search for this stuff, but it's a thing

Getting to look adults in the eyes is like a super power haha even for me now.

A helper would be really cool, I've had the ability to lucid dream a couple of times where you realize its a dream... maybe I could practice summoning some kinda guardian or something.

The first time I ever tried weed I was like 13 and I didn't know how to take it so I just ate a handful I had stolen from my dad lmao. I was so high the next day and as a punishment my dad made me go to school like that lmao
 
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wordsoutb4sumnelsin

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Dec 7, 2025
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Getting to look adults in the eyes is like a super power haha even for me now.

A helper would be really cool, I've had the ability to lucid dream a couple of times where you realize its a dream... maybe I could practice summoning some kinda guardian or something.

The first time I ever tried weed I was like 13 and I didn't know how to take it so I just ate a handful I had stolen from my dad lmao. I was so high the next day and as a punishment my dad made me go to school like that lmao
Oh what a dick! No wonder adults weren't safe/secure.

But yeah, that's right, lucid dreaming. I just remember some scary evil thing in a treehouse and I think basically calling in superman or something to come in and kick butt. And probably similar age with weed, but managed this lucid dreaming definitely under 10. And if you've already done it, sounds like maybe by accident, why couldn't it be some powerful stuff if done intentionally?
 

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