Dog

[Water-Lily]

I forced myself outside today after contemplating how to kill myself as usual. I had no desire to jog so I just walked. I went into the dog park while contemplating why I am such an idiot. I ended up making it into the park and saw only two dogs. One came and tackled me, which I didn't mind. The other was a lot more calm. I spoke to the wonder of the calm dog and we talked for almost an our. We sat down and talked about Pets, mental health , etc. eventually her dog sat next to me and let me pet it. She was shocked that her dog warmed up to me so much it is usually avoidant of people. It felt nice