Especially when it's basically the same issue as before. I'm ranting to AI to sort of calm down now I'm just tired. Feel like I'm wasting everyone's time and my time by still being here. I get so angry and bitter and depressed and suicidal when I just think about my life and maybe it's entitlement I don't care but yeah soul crushing loneliness is a big part of it. I don't know why I even bother trying to subject someone to this but the good part is I get rejected all the time or only get accepted by people too far away so it doesn't matter anyway.
I'm sorry you feel like this but loneliness can kill. We humans r social creatures, we have to socialize up to some degree. Be sure, you don't waste anyone's time here. 
