Venting Does the trauma ever fucking go away

[ultradespair]

Im so sick and tired of being traumatized by bullying that happened at school over 5 years ago, it was over a long period of of time (6 or so years) but still.

Them calling me fat, ugly, bad smelling and everything still echoes in my head to this day and it hurts so much not knowing if this will go on forever or not, if it does im not sure how much longer I can take it.

I used to think that all the anti-bullying stuff at school was unnecessary and overdramatic but now I get that its really needed because of people like me :/

 

[bravelytothewinter]

hey! I'm really sorry for what you're going through. I know this sounds stupid but basically the only way you're gonna get help with this either via a psychologist or doing some techniques yourself to work through your trauma. these types of things don't really go away on their own.

Also I like your PFP :D