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Jaegerist123

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I am planning to ctb soon (hopefully in 1 to 2 months from when this post is made in May 2022).

I would like to have a really high likelihood of dying and not ending up in a coma or sleeping for a prolonged period of time. I would definitely not like to go to the hospital and possibly to a rehabilitation center. I've been to a rehabilitation center before for one month and I like eating the veggie burgers but it is annoying that I couldn't just leave and die like I wanted to.

I have 2 bottles of 100 mL of N supplied from D. I also have some SN available. And finally I have a rope to use to hang from.

My question is: is it safe to use all 3 methods to ctb? would it increase my chances of CTBing? Does anyone know how SN reacts with N?

My plan is to:
(1) Follow the regimen for both N and SN from the forum here
(2) Wrap a rope around my neck to prepare for partial hanging
(3) Take SN first
(4) Take N second
(5) And position my body to partially hang when I fall asleep

I am hoping that if I don't die by N (which there are reported cases of people not dying by N), then I would like to die by SN. And if SN doesn't work, I would hope that I would die from partial hanging while unconscious.
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

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Mar 4, 2022
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Seems kind of an overkill but I guess it could be pulled off. Don't know about N and SN interaction. Partial hanging might be uncomfortable in the final moments and you have to get it right as well to work. If you have 2 bottles of N, I mean that should really do it. With 2 bottles any chance of extended coma is very small, you'll most likely be dead in 30 mins.
 
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juraviel

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Aug 11, 2021
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those "reported cases" are people that were received "help". as far as i know there's no reported cases of people just taking n and recovering on their own

you are deviating from a proven method because of 1 in a 1000 chance it can go wrong. you are introducing variables that will just cause you more panic that you've done everything right. not to mention combining n and sn i'm sure drastically increases the chances of vomiting (with or w/o ae)
 
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Shu

Shu

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Jan 21, 2022
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Why not... just drink the two bottles of n....................
 
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Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
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I think ruining a perfectly good and well equipped N death with SN and a rope is tragic.
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

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Mar 31, 2022
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I would echo the concerns of mixing N and SN as being unpredictable and more likely to lead to vomiting. N seems to have a pretty solid track record without any intervention. The rope could be used as a backup as you would be passed out anyway, but adding SN seems like its more likely to cause problems for a method that is pretty solid on its own.
 
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