Do you think that you will be able to get yourself together

[StillWaiting]

Be it getting yourself together to live on or ctb.

Do you think you will be able to find the energy or will to do them?

I can't see myself do any of it that's why I am still here. I am in so much pain and I feel so helpless.

 

[k75]

I feel so hopeless, but I'm trying. I can't see it ending well, to be honest.

 

[mathieu]

I don't know. I'm ambivalent about living or dying. Maybe I can't manage to do either, but that's impossible.

 

[sunny.sativa]

Yeah. I guess so.

Because why not? We die anyways. It's not like I need to rush anything.

Okay, listen: the average lifespan of a healthy American is now approximately 78 years.
Say I get at least eight hours of sleep every night. Say I'm working at least eight hours a day.
5,840 hours lost in a year. That's around 240 days.
Leaves me with a whole 125 days in a year to enjoy.
Say I live all those 78 years. (Ha. Haha. Right.) that's 9,750 days, which equals like 27 years or whatever.

Out of the 78 years that I won't even get, I get an approximate 27 years of things not involving work or sleep. That's not even deducting boring shit like showering and driving and crying and watching your child's Christmas performance.

Y'already don't have much. How much less do you need?

TL;DR; life is fucking short. Get it together because what else is there to do?

 

[StillWaiting]

I feel so hopeless, but I'm trying. I can't see it ending well, to be honest.

Good luck . Not sure if I can help much. But do let me know if you need a listening ear

 

[Kyrok]

I need to push through just 3 more years, then I can retire.

I'm trying to unwind my obligations due to chronic pain. Very stressful.

 

[vulturecyclop]

No. But I'm still trying, just for someone else's sake...