Help Do you think a celling fan can hold 106 pounds?

[Ekim]

Its going to be my first post here I have been thinking of hanging myself for a long time but in Dec before Christmas I want to be gone but I'm afraid to attempt it what if the fan broke down and my attempt failed I would not be able to face my family after that

 

[Chemi]

Very much doubt it. Google says a standard ceiling fan can hold up to 70 pounds