Discussion Do you find it difficult to read about anything but suicide?

[Fadeawaaaay]

I find it excruciating to consume any media that is not about something terrible happening to people including suicide. Just makes me feel worse about myself to read about positive things.

 

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Especially if it's something positive to people I know. I had to delete pretty much all my social media because the jealousy would make my suffering feel even worse.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Especially if it's something positive to people I know. I had to delete pretty much all my social media because the jealousy would make my suffering feel even worse.

Yeah social media is really excruciating… Most of the people I know are living absolutely glorious lives… I'm happy for them, I really am. I just don't wanna look at it. I would really like to just get a hold of some N and get the fuck out of here… Everything else is a waste of time…

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, to me anything positive is irritating and depressing, it makes me feel empty. In my opinion, there is nothing to be positive about as life is suffering. Positive people are clearly delusional. I think reading about suicide can be comforting as death is the one way for me to be free of this horrible life. It also makes me feel more confident that I can eventually go through with it.

 

[Rational man]

I find some social media is often warped to reality of life. People tend to post holiday pics, etc. Wheres the pics of Johnny cleaning the bathroom like we all do in real life...it often feels like a competition.

 

[Callie Arcale]

I can read all kinds of news. But each time I read about someone comitting suicide I feel a mixture of jealousy and satisfaction. Jeslousy because it wasn't me. Satisfaction because that person is no longer suffering.