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hellonearth144

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Nov 30, 2025
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I can't deal with this anymore I wish I could have someone to talk to to comfort me lol
 
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XiaroX

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Dec 5, 2025
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I am probably not the right person to talk to. I'd probably be always trying to get to the source, and root it out, not medicate you. When I was young, I could I guess alleviate anxiety symptoms by exercising 3 hours a day, but sadly I cannot do that now. (I just drink like a fish.) But even my approach wasn't right. I had life problems I couldn't solve, and I actually think it was a 'natural' response to feel anxiety in my situation. However... I feel that in your state of distress, you deserve comfort and understanding, and I wish I knew how to offer what was needed.
 
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snow leopard

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Dec 14, 2021
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I had bad symptoms like panic attack whenever i needed to be around people even if that was just my family. It is better nowadays but still im not going out without lorazepam.
 
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XiaroX

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Dec 5, 2025
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I had bad symptoms like panic attack whenever i needed to be around people even if that was just my family. It is better nowadays but still im not going out without lorazepam.
For a long time, after any time I saw family, I'd have a massive breakdown. But when I was with them, it was like I still had to put on a show of strength. So we'd go out dancing, with their partners and friends, and I'd be really drunk but could seem 'alive', I could seem like less of a loser. It was like I still had some spirit people could recognize.
 
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daddypleaseeatme15

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Dec 9, 2025
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I can't deal with this anymore I wish I could have someone to talk to to comfort me lol
I've suffered from social anxiety for a long time myself so i know what it feels like you're welcome to hit me up anytime if u wanna talk loneliness and isolation can definitely make the symptoms way worse so it's good to have the company of fellow ppl who can understand what you're dealing with
 

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