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gothbird

gothbird

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Mar 16, 2025
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Hi everyone, long time no chat. I took a step back from SS to focus on some real life matters that needed my attention, but I wanted to share something that happened just before I made this post.

Firstly, I want to clarify that the police were not involved in this check. However, it appears customs were. I placed an order with DMC on 21st March and received it in early April.

I was a bit puzzled because my therapist got in touch yesterday asking if she could call me. This was unusual, as we meet weekly, but I assumed it was due to me missing last week's session because I had two medical procedures done. Still it struck me as odd, because I've missed sessions before and we've just resumed the following week. Since my next session is only two days away, I thought she was just being considerate but something felt off.

As it turns out, my GP had been informed that I had allegedly ordered a "suicide kit" online, and they contacted my therapist to discuss a possible course of action. They had that conversation yesterday, 10th June. It's now 5:18pm on 11th June. My therapist was able to tell me that the parcel was supposedly intercepted at the border (which it wasn't...it's literally in the drawer next to me, lol), and that customs had alerted my GP to inform me that I had ordered this so called "suicide kit".
I told my therapist it's not a "suicide kit", it's just a substance, and that I don't actually have it in my possession. I kept a calm and confident tone and reassured her that I was safe.

And that was that. Left to be followed up in our next session.

I don't personally believe this had anything to do with DMC directly; more likely that NZ Customs picked it up on their end. I do find it mildly amusing that customs apparently claimed they intercepted the parcel yet it was still delivered. Thankfully, no police turned up at the door. Honestly, I just wanted to make sure I wasn't carted off to hospital.

Take care out there. Welfare checks related to SN, in any form, can usually be avoided/combatted with a bit of confidence.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

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May 20, 2025
196
I'm glad they didn't cart you off. All this over a chemical that is legal in most areas
 
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gothbird

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Mar 16, 2025
340
I'm glad they didn't cart you off. All this over a chemical that is legal in most areas
Thank you. It's highly regulated over here, so I find it odd that they let me have it if it was intercepted? I'm not sure. It's all rather confusing. I can't quite work out whether it was DMC being compromised (as he so convincingly appears to be) or if it was customs, as they claimed. Either way, happy to still be in my own bed.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

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May 20, 2025
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You might want to find a good place to hide it just in case.
 
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Sep 11, 2024
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Hi gothbird, I've been wondering about you. Happy to hear from you again, but sorry you had to deal with that. I'm glad you still got your SN and that nothing came of it. 🀍
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Yeah, it's going to end up being hard to get everywhere and at some point impossible.

They're getting pretty smart. They don't have the resources to go directly to everyone's home, I guess, So when they can't do that, they're just sending the packages back to the seller. Yesterday, this Canadian person faced the same issue.

You're very lucky, you should be thanking your stars. You ended up receiving it cause of some sort of technical error. Someone on their side ****** up.

 
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Mar 16, 2025
340
Hi gothbird, I've been wondering about you. Happy to hear from you again, but sorry you had to deal with that. I'm glad you still got your SN and that nothing came of it. 🀍
Hope you are doing good, Mooncry. Been thinking of you :heart:
Yeah, it's going to end up being hard to get everywhere and at some point impossible.

They're getting pretty smart. They don't have the resources to go directly to everyone's home, I guess, So when they can't do that, they're just sending the packages back to the seller. Yesterday, this Canadian person faced the same issue.

You're very lucky, you should be thanking your stars. You ended up receiving it cause of some sort of technical error. Someone on their side ****** up.

I definitely ordered on the cusp of it all. Very thankful.
 
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karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
131
They called your GP? I can't believe it. We mental health patients have fewer and fewer rights. I find it mind-blowing! Are you ok?
 
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Mar 16, 2025
340
They calles your GP? I can't believe it. We mental health patients have fewer and fewer rights. I find it mind-blowing! Are you ok?
Yeah, I was surprised considering I spoke to her last week but it appears she was maybe only contacted yesterday. I'm doing well, just anxiety in the moment about being sectioned. After that, I was alright. Thank you for asking.
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
230
Hi everyone, long time no chat. I took a step back from SS to focus on some real life matters that needed my attention, but I wanted to share something that happened just before I made this post.

Firstly, I want to clarify that the police were not involved in this check. However, it appears customs were. I placed an order with DMC on 21st March and received it in early April.

I was a bit puzzled because my therapist got in touch yesterday asking if she could call me. This was unusual, as we meet weekly, but I assumed it was due to me missing last week's session because I had two medical procedures done. Still it struck me as odd, because I've missed sessions before and we've just resumed the following week. Since my next session is only two days away, I thought she was just being considerate but something felt off.

As it turns out, my GP had been informed that I had allegedly ordered a "suicide kit" online, and they contacted my therapist to discuss a possible course of action. They had that conversation yesterday, 10th June. It's now 5:18pm on 11th June. My therapist was able to tell me that the parcel was supposedly intercepted at the border (which it wasn't...it's literally in the drawer next to me, lol), and that customs had alerted my GP to inform me that I had ordered this so called "suicide kit".
I told my therapist it's not a "suicide kit", it's just a substance, and that I don't actually have it in my possession. I kept a calm and confident tone and reassured her that I was safe.

And that was that. Left to be followed up in our next session.

I don't personally believe this had anything to do with DMC directly; more likely that NZ Customs picked it up on their end. I do find it mildly amusing that customs apparently claimed they intercepted the parcel yet it was still delivered. Thankfully, no police turned up at the door. Honestly, I just wanted to make sure I wasn't carted off to hospital.

Take care out there. Welfare checks related to SN, in any form, can usually be avoided/combatted with a bit of confidence.
It probably had to do with DMC. I suspect packages from that adress get flagged in postal services as it's a widely used supplies for suicide.

Props to NZ for handling it this way though and not sending police who don't really care to your house.
 
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gothbird

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Mar 16, 2025
340
It probably had to do with DMC. I suspect packages from that adress get flagged in postal services as it's a widely used supplies for suicide.

Props to NZ for handling it this way though and not sending police who don't really care to your house.
Yeah, honestly if someone's really going to go through with it, calling actual mental health professionals makes way more sense than involving cops. Police show up with authority, not compassion most of the time. Most of them don't give a fuck, and the ones who do are still stuck in a system built for control.

Mental health crisis teams, when they exist, are usually less threatening.
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
230
Yeah, honestly if someone's really going to go through with it, calling actual mental health professionals makes way more sense than involving cops. Police show up with authority, not compassion most of the time. Most of them don't give a fuck, and the ones who do are still stuck in a system built for control.

Mental health crisis teams, when they exist, are usually less threatening.
I don't think they usually come with authority. I think often they're just doing their job and have no idea what to do or how to judge things. Saying they don't give a fuck will probably depend a bit on the officer but they're just not trained to handle suicidal people or people in distress.
 

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