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ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
49
Everything that I do in my life is a distraction from my bad mental health and its so exhausting to keep living like this when I know that the horrible thoughts will come when im not occupied by something else. I cant even begin to imagine how living a normal life would be like and I honestly dont even want to because it always makes me sad.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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When I was seriously suicidal "distraction" was the word. I mean that's what they constantly did was try to distract me from my own thoughts.
 
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