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catofdejavu

catofdejavu

In the end with all that happened, it was my fault
Jul 12, 2024
1
I wake up every day hoping that i can me delusional enough to think that i look anything but disgusting. It usually turns into hate, i know other people hate me, talking to me, or even looking at me. ctb seems like the only cheap reasonable option but i'm afraid of death. if death is painful it will be the worst but if death is calm what is next? I cannot go much longer with the way I am idk i just wanted to say this somewhere rather than the echo chamber that is my thoughts.
 
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