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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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When I first joined this site again after deleting an old account long ago, I cried every time I visited. Now, there's just this ache in my chest and a coldness that permeates my body in place of tears. It's like I'm becoming numb to my plight, and really, thank fucking God if there is one.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,356
I was like this for a while. But now things are starting to look completely hopeless and I cry almost every night now. In a way, I actually envy you. Miss being numb and dead inside. Was easier to actually try and follow through with my ctb. Now, its just very emotional and difficult.
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
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What is there to cry about... Life's so awesome and loving. You only have to open your eyes to see the beauty and if you haven't got eyes open your ears. It's awesome! Have a good one!
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I would love to be able to cry. Any form of release is welcome
 
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