BlueButterfly111
Autistic and Heartbroken
- Dec 26, 2024
- 272
I'm really struggling with this, because it's been a little over 6 weeks since I ordered my Sn, and it still hasn't arrived yet.
I've made multiple posts about how much I've been suffering while waiting for it, and now I'm losing hope that it will come. The pain of living is becoming so bad to the point where I'm desperate, and I know I can't do this for much longer… And I'm really scared and defeated now, because even if I order it again, I'm afraid that the same thing will happen.
I really want to go with this method because it seems like the most painless and reliable method to me. I didn't even know about it until a few months ago when I came to this website again. I spent days trying to find the source, and once I finally figured everything out, I was so relieved. I felt like I finally had a way out, but as days turned into weeks, and now over a month, I have lost all hope again.
My life has been full of disappointment, but I really want and need this. Obviously, if it came down to it, I would just choose a different method eventually. I will try to reorder it, if it doesn't come this month, at the beginning of next month. And I thought about even trying a different source if that still doesn't work. But I don't think I even have the energy for finding a different source, since it was so hard for me to find this one, and the waiting has been so difficult.
When I track it, it says the same thing since February 14th. "Your package will arrive later than expected but it is still on its way, it is currently in transit to the next facility." Im starting to think that it might be lost or something, what do you think?
I thought I would've been dead already, and every day is getting even more torturous in ways that you couldn't even imagine, I'm desperate!
I know there was a post a while ago, about other people in the U.S. having this issue, But I'm just wondering, has anyone else had this problem? Because I know most people received theirs way sooner than this. So I just feel alone with this, I feel cursed. Just want some kind of reassurance or something.
I've made multiple posts about how much I've been suffering while waiting for it, and now I'm losing hope that it will come. The pain of living is becoming so bad to the point where I'm desperate, and I know I can't do this for much longer… And I'm really scared and defeated now, because even if I order it again, I'm afraid that the same thing will happen.
I really want to go with this method because it seems like the most painless and reliable method to me. I didn't even know about it until a few months ago when I came to this website again. I spent days trying to find the source, and once I finally figured everything out, I was so relieved. I felt like I finally had a way out, but as days turned into weeks, and now over a month, I have lost all hope again.
My life has been full of disappointment, but I really want and need this. Obviously, if it came down to it, I would just choose a different method eventually. I will try to reorder it, if it doesn't come this month, at the beginning of next month. And I thought about even trying a different source if that still doesn't work. But I don't think I even have the energy for finding a different source, since it was so hard for me to find this one, and the waiting has been so difficult.
When I track it, it says the same thing since February 14th. "Your package will arrive later than expected but it is still on its way, it is currently in transit to the next facility." Im starting to think that it might be lost or something, what do you think?
I thought I would've been dead already, and every day is getting even more torturous in ways that you couldn't even imagine, I'm desperate!
I know there was a post a while ago, about other people in the U.S. having this issue, But I'm just wondering, has anyone else had this problem? Because I know most people received theirs way sooner than this. So I just feel alone with this, I feel cursed. Just want some kind of reassurance or something.
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