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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Spent another night at CTB location tonight almost 4am here and I am getting used to the dark eery silence. The idea is to desensitise myself to it so it's familiar on the night. I feel like this will help with SI and give me more comfort the last time I make my way to this place. This time I am (mostly) somber so that has been an uncomfortable distraction from my surroundings. Withdrawal from alcohol is a bitch. Going to get wasted when I head back home. Just two more hours here and then I'll head back before sunrise / people start appearing on the streets again. Treating this site like a diary now sorry about that but thanks for reading. ✌🏼
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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The quiet of the night can be so peaceful. I hope you are able to find calm in your surroundings.
 

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