Denied assisted suicide for PSSD

[kaleisgreatinsalad]

While I had planned on using my savings to pay for an assisted suicide I guess none of them will accept me due to my "young age"..... fuck that. I should have a choice of when I have had enough pain in this life. To have my sexuality and emotions chemically stripped away from me. To no longer find comfort in anything that life has to offer. I guess ill have to ctb but it wasn't something I had planned on doing. I was sure that with documentation and evidence from doctors of my suffering I would be accepted but I guess no matter the suffering if you are too young they will not help. I had hoped to have my family there so they would have a better understanding of what I have been though to get to this point. Ill just have to make videos explaining my feelings towards them and why I chose to do this. While I plan on living for another year or two Ill ctb eventually. But on the bright side I have savings to burn through so I guess i will be enjoying myself for the next while. This will probably be my last post here until a bit before I ctb but just wanted to update a bit on what was going on. I am glad this website exists so that people can talk freely without restriction.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel to me how they deny the option to peacefully cease existing with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it sounds like you've suffered so much and it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Hollowman]

How can you enjoy yourself if you have PSSD? I'm pretty sure I have it too.

 

[gameoverman]

While I had planned on using my savings to pay for an assisted suicide I guess none of them will accept me due to my "young age"..... fuck that. I should have a choice of when I have had enough pain in this life. To have my sexuality and emotions chemically stripped away from me. To no longer find comfort in anything that life has to offer. I guess ill have to ctb but it wasn't something I had planned on doing. I was sure that with documentation and evidence from doctors of my suffering I would be accepted but I guess no matter the suffering if you are too young they will not help. I had hoped to have my family there so they would have a better understanding of what I have been though to get to this point. Ill just have to make videos explaining my feelings towards them and why I chose to do this. While I plan on living for another year or two Ill ctb eventually. But on the bright side I have savings to burn through so I guess i will be enjoying myself for the next while. This will probably be my last post here until a bit before I ctb but just wanted to update a bit on what was going on. I am glad this website exists so that people can talk freely without restriction.

It's so infuriating and disappointing that they denied you. I have severe PSSD and it's my only reason for wanting to CTB. I was hoping that maybe it would be possible to be accepted by Pegasos for this condition but it turns out not. What a shame. It's so difficult to escape this nightmare.

 

[ididnotconsent]

How old are you and who did you contact?

 

[matt.7890]

Also eager to learn more about your process.

 

[kaleisgreatinsalad]

It's so infuriating and disappointing that they denied you. I have severe PSSD and it's my only reason for wanting to CTB. I was hoping that maybe it would be possible to be accepted by Pegasos for this condition but it turns out not. What a shame. It's so difficult to escape this nightmare.

Yeah, it seems they would face public outrage/ legal action if they allowed it for me due to my current age. I agree, it is a nightmare. The only time I am at peace is when I am sleeping, as I do not have to face the reality of my current situation.

It's just so cruel to me how they deny the option to peacefully cease existing with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it sounds like you've suffered so much and it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you, I appreciate what you've said.