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aerithmaze

aerithmaze

waiting
Oct 6, 2024
15
i dont have many reasons to stay alive. i keep having nightmares, i have no friends, college is eh and stress. i have a mother and father but they never like when i express i'm going through something severe— im a burden. i cant even escape what im scared most of in my sleep, and that use to be my favorite thing. i only like drawing and thats it. thats a short term pleasure though. people usually live for a passion or another human being but i dont have that.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
727
Very relatable. Thankfully I do not have painful dreams too often, I imagine that is pretty difficult to deal with. Still, trying to live without a reason to keep going is so incredibly difficult. I for one do not understand how people can simply "live for themselves".
 
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luvpup

luvpup

could i be an angel?
Oct 8, 2024
107
i think the secret is to live with yourself nd live for yourself but thats hard when the world is hard to live in at all.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,815
Totally get that, just don't have any solutions, sorry.
 

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