Venting Death is the only thing that's comforting in life

[willyoucrywhenIdie]

Fuck being saved man. Fuck positivity of all kinds. Death is my only positivity. There's nothing more comforting than knowing that this bullshit has an end to it. Maybe not immediate - HAHA unless I say so, but one that'll come anyway. Wipe you and me out of this misery. I won't have to wake up anymore. FUCKING EVER AGAIN. EVER. just think about that fucking fact for a second. OH MY GOD. Gives me oxytocin to realize that. That's fucking amazing. Yes I romanticize death. It's better than romanticizing someone that won't stick till the end. No love lasts forever, apart from the love that death has for you. At least it sticks forever, for good. To me that's enough. No fancy gifts, no fancy words, no promises, just a single show up. Once. One Touch. Enough to take me out for good. I never had so much faith in anything else and the fact that I can say fuck all and fuck having faith in anything. Cuz I don't need faith to know it will come. And this won't be no more. No more pain. No more disappointment. No more misery. No more poverty. No more abandonment. No more discomfort..just no more. I welcome you and to take my life away. Maybe today. But maybe some time later. I don't have the courage but you're coming anyways.

 

[Moroze]

I fully agree. Positivity is toxic. Everyone will get bored of us eventually. We're like temporary tooth fillings. We'll get thrown out the moment we are not useful and don't provide value anymore. It's truly comforting knowing that one day all of this pain will end, forever. No more begging to be loved, to be accepted, to be seen as worthy. I heard a quote that sounded like something alone those lines: "Death doesn't discriminate; it takes us all". One thing that doesn't discriminate is death.

 

[moonlightbeach]

yeah, i gave up trying a long time ago. there's so much peace in death. just know that you should always include a 1% survival rate no matter what because that's what happened to me and it sucks.

 

[DirtCommie]

ya toxic positivity is so stupid. The world is shit and we are literally driving full speed towards armageddon so the world will become even shittier. Might aslwell take myself off the list of people who will get bruttally destroyed by some random war or some random global warming shit ahead of time since very few people actually want me here anyways right now....

ALso I like how you said that death doesnt xare if youre 'good enough' or 'worthy enough' and you know what? YOure fucking right. Like Psh! SO many people have told me Im not good enough for this or that or the Third yadda yadda ....Like.... Let us be forreal here: I think that we can all agree that all humans of peaceful will are indeed 'good and worthy enough' to have a life that is full of love, liberty,happiness and purpose right?
SO when people treat me like and tell me or most of us as if we are not good enough How can they be correct? We are of peaceful will, we do not seek to harm anyone maliciously,w e live and let live....how are we the bad guys?

Its also comforting to know that most of us have an 'Off Button' as soon as the bullshit becomes too muchbto deal with. Because obviously looking at the past of human history and even today there js A LOOOOOT of bullshit and toxic positivity to deal with....