achingthroat
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- Jan 20, 2026
- 11
I've been meaning to get back on here to share about the many thoughts, feelings, and experiences I have. What I do a lot is imagine I'm talking to my friend in my head and how they would respond. That's just talking to myself or merely daydreaming. I do that a lot quite often which is why I live in my mind a lot. I have for the longest time and I find it's been a nice feeling, but also detrimental.
I imagine the many things I would do and say with others. For example, spring break is around the corner and I've been meaning to hang out with a certain someone I had class with before since we never had the opportunity to or more so I was too shy to do anything and was just heavily depressed. Anyways, I picture asking him if he'd like to go to the state fair in April and then that's when I daydream this so often. What rides we'd get on what I would say and what he would say back, just the possible interactions. I also hope he finds me on campus and comes says hi. I would break down if he did. I'd like to hug him if i could and confide in someone for once. I want friendship. I save future videos and images for once we develop a friendship. I think ahead of all the things we would do. All the new people I could meet then from him. He seems cool, but he's kinda standoffish and I feel I'm at a different level from this person. I'm the type to write long paragraphs and analyze things and he's just kinda there. In my head, I hope to finally hear him reveal something that reveals he's at the same level as me and that he's just kinda the quiet type and that he's got this other cool stuff going on for him. I guess what this soul really craves is to find another soul who reciprocates mine.
I imagine the many things I would do and say with others. For example, spring break is around the corner and I've been meaning to hang out with a certain someone I had class with before since we never had the opportunity to or more so I was too shy to do anything and was just heavily depressed. Anyways, I picture asking him if he'd like to go to the state fair in April and then that's when I daydream this so often. What rides we'd get on what I would say and what he would say back, just the possible interactions. I also hope he finds me on campus and comes says hi. I would break down if he did. I'd like to hug him if i could and confide in someone for once. I want friendship. I save future videos and images for once we develop a friendship. I think ahead of all the things we would do. All the new people I could meet then from him. He seems cool, but he's kinda standoffish and I feel I'm at a different level from this person. I'm the type to write long paragraphs and analyze things and he's just kinda there. In my head, I hope to finally hear him reveal something that reveals he's at the same level as me and that he's just kinda the quiet type and that he's got this other cool stuff going on for him. I guess what this soul really craves is to find another soul who reciprocates mine.
