D.R.E.A.M.

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Depression
Rules
Everything
Around
Me

I think I have been depressed since I was a kid. It wasn't as bad then but as an adult it's much worse.
Some days are worse than others. Being poor doesn't help either.
Also not being smart and no way to improve my situation makes it worse. :(

 

[21Neberg]

"D.R.E.A.M. get the money, dolla dolla bill y'all"

I relate to what you're saying. For me it is all worsened by how lonely I am. Do you at least have people who care about you or understand your feelings? They could help you feel better maybe.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

"D.R.E.A.M. get the money, dolla dolla bill y'all"

I relate to what you're saying. For me it is all worsened by how lonely I am. Do you at least have people who care about you or understand your feelings? They could help you feel better maybe.

I wish it was C.R.E.A.M.

In case anyone didn't get the reference.

Also you reminded me of this song

Fatman Scoop-Be Faithful


I have friends but I can't really talk about wanting to die. I don't want to end up in the psych ward.
I did tell a buddy of mine a few years ago that I wanted to die and he got upset.
He knows I still hate it here but we don't talk about it much. We don't even talk much anymore … UNLESS I text him first.

 

[21Neberg]

I have friends but I can't really talk about wanting to die. I don't want to end up in the psych ward.
I did tell a buddy of mine a few years ago that I wanted to die and he got upset.
He knows I still hate it here but we don't talk about it much. We don't even talk much anymore … UNLESS I text him first.

That's what I'm afraid of. Also, normal people just don't understand any of this as they believe that life is actually fun.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

That's what I'm afraid of. Also, normal people just don't understand any of this as they believe that life is actually fun.

They will never understand unless they actually have to go what we go through everyday... and just want it to end. :(

 

[Redt2go]

That's what I'm afraid of. Also, normal people just don't understand any of this as they believe that life is actually fun.

They don't believe it. It is fun. For them. Not everyone is depressed.

 

[21Neberg]

They don't believe it. It is fun. For them. Not everyone is depressed.

I guess you're right. It's a weird concept for me, I haven't looked forward to tomorrow in quite some time.