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ilovepsyschonaut4

ilovepsyschonaut4

An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.
Nov 19, 2025
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How easy or difficult is it to purchase a cyanide pill?
 
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Pony Slaystation

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Jul 28, 2018
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Pretty easy in 1943. These days not so much.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I don't know if this is true, but I've heard that compared to SN, death caused by cyanide poisoning is a very unpleasant one. You literally gasp for air before you die. It's like drowning without being submerged in water.
 
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LastNite

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It's not really available nowadays. Everything needed to make it is restricted from the public.
 
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kakarot5

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Technically u maybe able to have access to cyanide if you can buy laboratory reagents like potassium cyanide and others so finding a source for that is a possibility but even if u did it's not actually a great method because although it can be very quick it also will be agonizingly painful for a bit (as cyanide prevents cells from using oxygen which is definitely not a pleasant way to go)
 
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scharlachrotsan

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Jun 14, 2023
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buying cyanide in pill form would be pretty hard. even in its raw form, it's incredibly difficult to get your hands on.
 
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ilovenewyork

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Interestingly SN is an antidote for cyanide poisoning. I'm not convinced SN is any more pleasant. It could look peaceful to an outside observer but the experience of the user may be desperate. They are just paralyzed or disorientated from the oxygen deprivation.
 
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Interestingly SN is an antidote for cyanide poisoning. I'm not convinced SN is any more pleasant. It could look peaceful to an outside observer but the experience of the user may be desperate. They are just paralyzed or disorientated from the oxygen deprivation.
you'd feel lightheaded but it's not like you're choking... the hypoxia is due to the blood being unable to carry oxygen, not the inability to breathe
 
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