cutting

[Life_and_Death]

i need a new method... idk what went wrong but things havent been right. i was using razors/sharpeners (the typical) at it was feeling bumpy. like there were imperfections in my skin (scars, goosebumps?) or on the blade. i bought a new set and its still the same. i dont feel it anymore either (it doesnt hurt). im not a deep cutter, but something would be nice.

 

[Wilting Daisy]

This may sound silly, but it's my favorite way to release the hate I feel:
Using a non-permanent marker (I like using a red one) write all the things your head is screaming at you, all over your body.
Take a moment to look in the mirror, or stand in front of the mirror while you do this.
Then, hop in the shower (warm for self care, cold for punishment) and wash all that off.
Take your time, or scrub vigorously with a loofah, whatever the occasion calls for.
When you've finished, the goal is to leave it all down the drain.
You may feel dirty still, you may feel wounded inside or guilty...
But nobody except you knows what you had to say about yourself, and it's over now..
For better or worse.