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ningen_shikkaku

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Dec 12, 2024
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Hi all. New user here, straight from the land down under. I'm a bit conflicted on the status of this website here; I thought it was banned, but one can access it easily using a regular browser. Anyone know what's up with that? (I am not accessing it through a regular browser, however.)

Anyways, I have a few questions: I'd really appreciate anyone's help!
  1. I have everything else I need to CtB, besides the SN. I've found DMC, but I would love to know if there's a way I can absolutely confirm it is the correct place.
  2. What currency is being used on DMC? I would assume USD, but I just want to make sure.
  3. How did people pay? I am thinking of using bitcoin myself, but I'd like to see what others did.
  4. How was it ordering and receiving the package from DMC? Did it take long? Experiences with a P.O. box or a residential address?
  5. Is it likely to be intercepted? I am hearing different testimonies...
  6. Any nosy questions while ordering the package? How about the delivery service? Customs?
  7. Anything else.
Thanks, love you all! And I apologise if these questions have been asked already somewhere here (I did search here, but I didn't find answers to most of them). I hope you all find the peace you're looking for.
 
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1. If it's the correct place, your options of purchase should be 100g and 200g
2. The currency is in usd
3. For me, I'm going to use air bnb since that's what I've seen most people use here. My payment options are kinda limited though since I'm in the US (and because I dont trust the other methods)

& For the rest idk yet since I'm too afraid to actually buy it lmao. Theres a few threads on here with much more detailed answers though!
 
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1. If it's the correct place, your options of purchase should be 100g and 200g
2. The currency is in usd
3. For me, I'm going to use air bnb since that's what I've seen most people use here. My payment options are kinda limited though since I'm in the US (and because I dont trust the other methods)

& For the rest idk yet since I'm too afraid to actually buy it lmao. Theres a few threads on here with much more detailed answers though!
  1. Yup, I've got the correct place!
  2. Thank you very much!
  3. I did see the airbnb thing, but I might have to research a bit more on that. I'm a bit more well versed with bitcoin, since I've purchased a few things with it. The airbnb link wasn't working for me (perhaps because I am NOT using a regular web browser).
Thank you very much! I really appreciate it. :heart:
 
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areyousafe??

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Nov 27, 2024
466
Hi all. New user here, straight from the land down under. I'm a bit conflicted on the status of this website here; I thought it was banned, but one can access it easily using a regular browser. Anyone know what's up with that? (I am not accessing it through a regular browser, however.)

Anyways, I have a few questions: I'd really appreciate anyone's help!
  1. I have everything else I need to CtB, besides the SN. I've found DMC, but I would love to know if there's a way I can absolutely confirm it is the correct place.
  2. What currency is being used on DMC? I would assume USD, but I just want to make sure.
  3. How did people pay? I am thinking of using bitcoin myself, but I'd like to see what others did.
  4. How was it ordering and receiving the package from DMC? Did it take long? Experiences with a P.O. box or a residential address?
  5. Is it likely to be intercepted? I am hearing different testimonies...
  6. Any nosy questions while ordering the package? How about the delivery service? Customs?
  7. Anything else.
Thanks, love you all! And I apologise if these questions have been asked already somewhere here (I did search here, but I didn't find answers to most of them). I hope you all find the peace you're looking for.
I thought this website was banned as well, was surprised that I was able to access it! The currency is USD and I used Paysend. My SN has been "awaiting international departure" for over a week now.
 
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ningen_shikkaku

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I thought this website was banned as well, was surprised that I was able to access it! The currency is USD and I used Paysend. My SN has been "awaiting international departure" for over a week now.
Right? 🤔 I'm still being safe though, and not using a normal web browser and I have my activity basically covered up (as best as I can anyway). I feel like it still might be banned? I know there was a lot of hoo-ha about it on the news here on AUS, but I remember accessing it normally... perhaps the AFP just have other (more?) concerning things to worry about and haven't really kept up with the ban per se. 🤷‍♀️

I'm also quite known to the healthcare system here, so I'm taking extra steps. :ahhha:

Thanks for letting me know your experience so far! 💕 I haven't used PaySend before, but it's good to know that you do get a tracking no# (or at least a way to track it). I see a lot of people have opted for the AirBNB option, but I think I'm still leaning with bitcoin (it's what I have the most experience with). I don't encourage CtB, but I am a firm believer in individual autonomy; so I hope your package comes for monetary (AUD-USD so horrible ;-; ) sake, but I also wish you the best in whatever path you choose-- whether to recovery, or the bus.

I've made up my mind, myself.

Did you use a residential address? If yes, was it your own or someone else (eg. relative/friend)? If you didn't, what did you use? A PO box? Something else?
How about details? Did you use your real name and stuff? 🤔
 
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areyousafe??

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Nov 27, 2024
466
Right? 🤔 I'm still being safe though, and not using a normal web browser and I have my activity basically covered up (as best as I can anyway). I feel like it still might be banned? I know there was a lot of hoo-ha about it on the news here on AUS, but I remember accessing it normally... perhaps the AFP just have other (more?) concerning things to worry about and haven't really kept up with the ban per se. 🤷‍♀️

I'm also quite known to the healthcare system here, so I'm taking extra steps. :ahhha:

Thanks for letting me know your experience so far! 💕 I haven't used PaySend before, but it's good to know that you do get a tracking no# (or at least a way to track it). I see a lot of people have opted for the AirBNB option, but I think I'm still leaning with bitcoin (it's what I have the most experience with). I don't encourage CtB, but I am a firm believer in individual autonomy; so I hope your package comes for monetary (AUD-USD so horrible ;-; ) sake, but I also wish you the best in whatever path you choose-- whether to recovery, or the bus.

I've made up my mind, myself.

Did you use a residential address? If yes, was it your own or someone else (eg. relative/friend)? If you didn't, what did you use? A PO box? Something else?
How about details? Did you use your real name and stuff? 🤔
When I signed up, it said that the website is blocked in Australia, and I was under the impression it was also banned, so it came as a surprise I could access it. I tried accessing it about a year ago but was unable to. Hopefully it stays accessible! I have now downloaded Duckduckgo for my browser because it's supposed to be more private, and I'm not using a VPN.

I've never used Paysend before either, but I had trouble with the AirBnb option so this was the second method I tried which seemed safe to use. I was considering using an Aus Post parcel locker but ended up providing my residential address, with my nickname. I'm currently tracking it through the AP app but the parcel has been stuck awaiting international departure for over a week. I'm impatient for it to finally arrive.

What is going on for you to consider ordering SN?
 
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When I signed up, it said that the website is blocked in Australia, and I was under the impression it was also banned, so it came as a surprise I could access it. I tried accessing it about a year ago but was unable to. Hopefully it stays accessible! I have now downloaded Duckduckgo for my browser because it's supposed to be more private, and I'm not using a VPN.

I've never used Paysend before either, but I had trouble with the AirBnb option so this was the second method I tried which seemed safe to use. I was considering using an Aus Post parcel locker but ended up providing my residential address, with my nickname. I'm currently tracking it through the AP app but the parcel has been stuck awaiting international departure for over a week. I'm impatient for it to finally arrive.

What is going on for you to consider ordering SN?
Thank you for sharing your experience! 💕 I will be ordering it shortly. I've been in touch with DMC via. WhatsApp so I think all is in order.

That's... a complex thing. It's been a recurring theme throughout my entire life, ever since I was quite young (as I mentioned before, I'm quite well known to the healthcare services here 😅). I've really contemplated it seriously over the last year, but as I was getting hope to potentially recover... it was dashed.

It hurt. It hurt so bad. I'm not sure if you know, but there were some changes to a certain aspect of the welfare system on October 3rd this year. I'm not mentioning any names of what 'branch' of welfare it is here, but if you google "October 3rd changes," you'll see what I'm referring to. It's not only me, but so many are being punished for the greediness of providers, when we have no control over it.

I had a taste of what a somewhat... normal life was like, but I wish I hadn't. Since it's been stripped away from me, I've been embroiled in so many things... I've grown tired of it all. I wouldn't miss something I never had.

The greediness of others, the lies and deceit, under the guise of helping... and other life-long factors... I have lost all hope for humanity. At least, for myself, I feel I do not belong here; and I never have. I feel as though providers simply want to keep you alive for their own morals sake-- so if you CtB, then at least they can pat themselves on the back and say 'I did what I could,' and move on. It was never about support, nor the like... it was so they can remain on their moral high horse.
 
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Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
Very confused here, I think I found DMC but it's not expensive? I converted it to dollar currency and it's a couple bucks. Genuinely confused if I'm on the right site or not. I also don't see any Air Bnb payment method. Don't even understand what that is.
 
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That is not the right source, you found a different source. It may or may not be good but it certainly is not DMC.
That's insane considering the fact that the one I found site's name could literally be the DMC acronym.
 
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Very confused here, I think I found DMC but it's not expensive? I converted it to dollar currency and it's a couple bucks. Genuinely confused if I'm on the right site or not. I also don't see any Air Bnb payment method. Don't even understand what that is.
Judging from all the other posts I've looked at on this site, that's probably not DMC. When I ordered it, it went just as I had heard from lots of other people here. The lack of the airbnb option is also alarming; it's one of the most common ways people pay to get SN (I didn't use it, but I saw it).
That is not the right source, you found a different source. It may or may not be good but it certainly is not DMC.
I agree. I mean, I'd advise caution against ordering anything like this anyway, but just be weary. If it sounds too good to be true, it probably is. Hell, I think everyone who is ordering SN is taking a risk anyway (including myself) of potentially ending up on the wrong site, or maybe just being scammed, etc.
That's insane considering the fact that the one I found site's name could literally be the DMC acronym.
I'd suggest searching around here some more just to double check. One hint that I saw on here that basically confirmed it for me was that the site is NOT friendly for vegans or vegetarians. I also did a bit more digging with other people's hints and experiences, and they all matched up; so I wasn't working off just the one hint.
I've got my tracking number, and this definitely didn't cost just a few dollars. Maybe you could be on the correct site but potentially converted currency wrong? I'm not sure. 🤔
 
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Judging from all the other posts I've looked at on this site, that's probably not DMC. When I ordered it, it went just as I had heard from lots of other people here. The lack of the airbnb option is also alarming; it's one of the most common ways people pay to get SN (I didn't use it, but I saw it).

I agree. I mean, I'd advise caution against ordering anything like this anyway, but just be weary. If it sounds too good to be true, it probably is. Hell, I think everyone who is ordering SN is taking a risk anyway (including myself) of potentially ending up on the wrong site, or maybe just being scammed, etc.

I'd suggest searching around here some more just to double check. One hint that I saw on here that basically confirmed it for me was that the site is NOT friendly for vegans or vegetarians. I also did a bit more digging with other people's hints and experiences, and they all matched up; so I wasn't working off just the one hint.
I've got my tracking number, and this definitely didn't cost just a few dollars. Maybe you could be on the correct site but potentially converted currency wrong? I'm not sure. 🤔
Hey so the website I found is actually another source that coincidentally enough fits perfectly with the DMC acronym. They only ship within their country though so….. slipped away from our fingers. Damn it. Yeah I still haven't found the actual DMC website though.
 
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Hey so the website I found is actually another source that coincidentally enough fits perfectly with the DMC acronym. They only ship within their country though so….. slipped away from our fingers. Damn it. Yeah I still haven't found the actual DMC website though.
Argh, I'm sorry to hear that. I have seen quite a few posts here that actually don't really like DMC, and I get why. DMC knows what it's being used for, and overcharges. I don't really care much myself, as long as I get a hold of it. So perhaps if you do find a legitimate, alternative source, it might be (morally?) better to go with that one? IDK.

When I get it, I'm not even planning on using it straight away, so I'll probably have to shell out some extra cash for SN testing strips. I wanted to get a hold of it for when the time (inevitably) comes, as I'm lowkey paranoid that SN may become harder to get. Having this is basically a safety blanket for me; ironically enough, the comfort of a 'way out' helps me function more in my day to day life.

They took away my previous safety blanket of a shitload of meds, so I'm not really pleased about it.

Another hint I can give is that this DMC can't be found using just a regular search engine (eg. Google). At least... I don't think so? I'm not willing to try, because I'm paranoid that somehow all my activity will be traced, so I'm taking precautionary steps. I believe you have to use a Russian (?) search engine-- don't quote me on that one though.
 
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Aug 13, 2022
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Argh, I'm sorry to hear that. I have seen quite a few posts here that actually don't really like DMC, and I get why. DMC knows what it's being used for, and overcharges. I don't really care much myself, as long as I get a hold of it. So perhaps if you do find a legitimate, alternative source, it might be (morally?) better to go with that one? IDK.

When I get it, I'm not even planning on using it straight away, so I'll probably have to shell out some extra cash for SN testing strips. I wanted to get a hold of it for when the time (inevitably) comes, as I'm lowkey paranoid that SN may become harder to get. Having this is basically a safety blanket for me; ironically enough, the comfort of a 'way out' helps me function more in my day to day life.

They took away my previous safety blanket of a shitload of meds, so I'm not really pleased about it.

Another hint I can give is that this DMC can't be found using just a regular search engine (eg. Google). At least... I don't think so? I'm not willing to try, because I'm paranoid that somehow all my activity will be traced, so I'm taking precautionary steps. I believe you have to use a Russian (?) search engine-- don't quote me on that one though.
Ah. Fortunately I've been on this site for years and I got SN a couple years ago as I knew this was gonna happen. Still packed away unopened. I'm just looking for an alternative source just incase the shelf life has some effect on the one I have.
Having this is basically a safety blanket for me; ironically enough, the comfort of a 'way out' helps me function more in my day to day life.
This is exactly how I felt when I had my 2 methods. It's quite normal actually when people find a way to exit, they get a feeling of wanting to stay as they know they may leave whenever they please.
 
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