Discussion CTB tonight

[the_psychiatrist]

I was tempted to do it now but I live with my mother and step-father and I don't want to be suspiscious, so I'll do it when everyone is asleep...

I'm just gonna go in the woods and hang from a tree.

I don't know if I'll write a letter, I don't think any words could make my mom feel better about it, I wish they could...

If those are my last words I just want to say FUCK YOU to psychiatry and big pharma which have been fucking me up for 10 years.

I will try to find a way to show love to my mom one last time because I want to leave in peace and on a good note.

I wasn't able to have a positive impact on the world like my utopian-ass thought I would, but I think giving up now will spare some suffering and unnecessary effort from my loved ones for a lost cause. (so that will be my positive impact I guess)

I still have some hours to change my mind but I think the longer I wait, the more painful it will get, so I think I made up my mind.

So long <3

 

[moonsun]

if you have one reason to live i think u should live but decision is urs my friend

 

[darksouls]

however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[Unlucky777]

Double FUCK YOU to psychiatry and big pharma for fucking up my life.

In what ways did they fuck up your life if you're interested in discussing? It's something that ruined my life and I'm not starting to recover from it. Recovery is definitely possible but it takes time and patience.

 

[itsgone2]

I wish the best for you, whatever you decide. Wish I was joining you tonight

 

[dalemar]

I wish you all the best, and that you find your peace!

 

[cakedog]

Farewell, friend