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cyan

cyan

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Jun 27, 2020
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Hi everyone - I have a birthday in four months and am thinking that's a perfect day to ctb. Any thoughts or feedback?

I'm pretty old and think ctb is the best gift I can give myself; I know getting old is pretty gruesome and humiliating and I have no desire for any of that.

I obviously can't discuss this with anyone else so appreciate input from y'all, my brothers and sisters on this forum.
 
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OminousVaL

OminousVaL

VaL
Jul 31, 2020
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My first attempt was on my birthday.
 
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HelloHell

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Dec 26, 2019
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I always like the idea to ctb on my birthday
 
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I think it sounds more peaceful to go on your birthday. Best of luck to you. ❤️
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
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Is up to you, certainly your relatives probably aren't gonna enjoy the fact of remembering your birthday and your decease date at the same time but in the other hand we are talking about leaving the same day you came to this world and that has some charm on its own. Balance those things out and decide.
 
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Dark Spring

Dark Spring

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Sep 29, 2020
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I think it might be a good idea to have ctb on your birthday, if that's what makes you feel comfortable and if you're sure you want it. I wish you a lot of luck in what you decide, I send you many hugs
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
308
Ending it the same day the crazy started

poetic
 
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Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
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That was my original plan. My birthday was a week ago and wasn't supposed to be here. I had a whole plan and everything (this is before I found this site and better methods). But then I was found out and made to promise not to do it. So I did cuz I didn't want see them cry. But if I do, its prolly gonna be on my birthday.
 
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Time to fly

TTFN - time to fly now
Nov 3, 2020
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Your ctb is personal to you so whatever day you decide is right...I think it's a perfect day to do it but don't want to influence you...much love to you, I will look out for you on the bus...
 
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