NSFW CTB Method Poll

[JadedBeing]

Pick your prefered method and maybe explain why below.

For me it's either Fentanyl OD or exit bag. Still have to learn more to decide.

Both seem pretty peacfull. Not easy to pull off tho.

 

[Hime]

initally i was planning on strong opiates but I'm absolutely terrified I'll end up addicted and raining my life even more....

 

[LastNite]

Any lethal drug. Im scared of pain and any sort of discomfort. If I had a gun I would prefer it but I dont so Id stick with drugs. I know all about the risks. I got enough money saved in an emergency fund to buy a lethal dose of 2 drugs not just 1.

 

[JadedBeing]

initally i was planning on strong opiates but I'm absolutely terrified I'll end up addicted and raining my life even more....

That's also my concern but i think my ctb wish is pretty Solid and even drugs won't change my mind so there's nothing to be ruined anywys

 

[Hime]

That's also my concern but i think my ctb wish is pretty Solid and even drugs won't change my mind so there's nothing to be ruined anywys

Strong opiods is your method then? Can I ask if you have a plan/Protocol ? If that's okay..

 

[JadedBeing]

Strong opiods is your method then? Can I ask if you have a plan/Protocol ? If that's okay..

If i decide on fentanyl which was my original plan instead of exit bag, i would boil fent patches and inject the solution in a vein on the back of my Hand, since i can't snort patches and drinking is way less effective + vomiting risk. Plugging is difficult because i will have to plug a decent amoujt of the solution and as i learned you can only put a little amount up there. So when i go with the fent method, i will need to learn IV use but its apparently not as difficult as i thought. If i could buy fent powder i'd just snort a bunch of it. But in my area theres just patches

 

[Mooncry]

First I voted firearm, but then I remembered how I have multiple guns in my house and yet I still went through the trouble of ordering SN lol. I know that when done correctly, firearm is inarguably the more guaranteed to be lethal method, but it's also so messy and brutal… I don't want to make people see that and have to clean it up. I'm pretty numb to everything else regarding my suicide at this point, but I'm not putting people through that.

 

[darksouls]

firearm
because I want a safe and quick exit

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I'd go out with fent if I could find it, but that's just not going to happen. I initially planned to use a firearm, but I think shooting oneself in the head is easier said than done, so now I'm getting everything ready for my exit bag.

 

[Liebestod]

Firearm plus Nitazene od.

 

[Breebly]

My dream plan is firearm in the forest so that the animals can eat me or so that I can decay into fertilizer, but I feel like I'll flinch while pulling the trigger and mess up. My realistic plan and the one that I voted for is full suspension hanging bc it's cheap and effective and leaves no room for reconsideration once the chair is kicked away.

I'm surprised by the number of people voting SN since it's a slow, uncomfortable death. The videos that I've seen of it show people puking, shivering, and convulsing for several minutes, and SN seems difficult to acquire.

 

[natori]

I voted jumping because that's personally my main method for CTB. I know that it is a very risky method since there's too many variables like height, how fast you're falling, how you land, the flatness and density of the surface etc. However I got a strange fixation about it that I can't really explain, it's kinda symbolic in a way. I have some few spots in mind that should do the trick.

Hanging would be my second option since it's the cleanest method of them all to my knowledge, plus it's pretty surefire to go rather quickly when you do FSH.

Firearms is possibly the fastest method out there if you got the means to get one, however it's very messy and the success rate of an instant death is highly dependant on where you aim and the ballistics of the caliber.

SN seems like a good contender too, but to my understanding from browsing this site, you seem to need a lot of other kinds of medication and detailed prep work in order to achieve a peaceful sleep. Rawdogging it just sounds painful.

Opiates like oxycodone/heroin/fentanyl seem like a good option since opiates make you feel numb and euphoric, but if you're unlucky with a low dosage you might be semi conscious when you begin to stop breathing (however if you do enough you'll be so high it won't really be an issue, most likely you'll stop breathing in your sleep). Plus personally I only have access to oxycontin (40mg) and they're pretty hard to come by.

Exit bag is a method I'm too unfamiliar with, so I can't give a comment about that one.

 

[Jadeith]

I'd love to have a firearm but not gonna happen in my country (crazies do not get guns here ;-) ) so i'll stick to exit bag variation.

 

[FuneralCry]

My preferred method would be one as peaceful and painless as possible as all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I always suffer from existing in this horrific world where Nembutal is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured so unnecessarily in this futile existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

None of these methods.

My preferred method is CO (either with charcoal or mixing acids).

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Firearm was the first obvious choice but no access, so a kind of poison was second, and I could obtain SN easier than drugs. I also think SN is a surer method for me, since I'm more comfortable drinking something compared to hurting myself by hanging or jumping. As for exit bag, I'll probably do something wrong.

 

[unluckysadness]

SN because it seems less violent than other methods

 

[gunmetalblue]

Hanging plus heroin OD

 

[NegevChina]

Exit Bag because it seams peaceful and I cant go with SN due to digestion issues.

 

[shuteyefish]

jumping, since i live on the 14th floor
i'm happy that a relatively quick method like that is accessible to me.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I could ask my brother to get me fentanyl but I don't think he'd want to help. I live in America and I'm still anxious about buying a gun. I seem to be cruising for a sober hanging.

 

[outrider567]

Nitrogen with EEBD Hood

 

[JadedBeing]

Nitrogen with EEBD Hood

Is it better wirh EEBD mask or is a normal plasric bag also good? The masc looks better than just a bag

 

[Blue_]

CO (with charcoal), or nitrogen.

 

[outrider567]

Is it better wirh EEBD mask or is a normal plasric bag also good? The masc looks better than just a bag

An EEBD Hood is much better than a bag, I've tested it 5 times on myself(very risky and dangerous), at 25 LPM, my Oxygen level dropped from 98 to 40 after just 6 or 7 breaths(15 to 30 second delay for the Nitrogen to get to your fingertips so I stopped the test when the Oximeter dropped to 77)--The delay is bizarre because the first couple of breaths, the O2 level didn't drop much, I thought is this thing even working? then wham! started dropping quickly---A more sensible way to test it is an oxygen detector, think they cost about $100, but i'm too lazy to get one
Stopped testing on myself more than a year ago, tank gathering a little dust lol, but this new diagnosis of Tinnitus recently has upended things, I'll give it a few more months to see if my Tinnitus improves, daytime it has because of a hearing aid, i can usually function, but its the Tinnitus at night that worries me

 

[xXSufferingXx]

An EEBD Hood is much better than a bag, I've tested it 5 times on myself(very risky and dangerous), at 25 LPM, my Oxygen level dropped from 98 to 40 after just 6 or 7 breaths(15 to 30 second delay for the Nitrogen to get to your fingertips so I stopped the test when the Oximeter dropped to 77)--The delay is bizarre because the first couple of breaths, the O2 level didn't drop much, I thought is this thing even working? then wham! started dropping quickly---A more sensible way to test it is an oxygen detector, think they cost about $100, but i'm too lazy to get one

can you elaborate on this method?
what type of gas, and how do you set the whole thing up?

 

[Dinozauria]

I'm choosing to jump. Mainly because it's the easiest method for me and seems the least painless (at least as long as I die on impact, but even if I don't it's guaranteed death afterwards from the spot I'm going off of and hopefully adrenaline will help). The only real obstacle is SI

 

[raemysteryO]

SN simply because it's very accessible here and with proper supplementary drugs + prep seems very doable. Just need to go through the mental game

 

[alstroemeria55]

Hanging is my best bet, not very many tools needed. If I knew how to get strong opioids and how to handle them that could potentially be my preferred method.

 

[BrianKane361986]

Hanging would be my choice because it's the most accessible method for me.