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whybother2002

you with the sad eyes
Oct 14, 2025
114
My SN arrives today.

I can't handle the pain anymore.

Will CTB if I don't get even a slight bit better. There's no point anymore. I won't live with this pain. Fuck life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,762
I really understand finding it so painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
511
I'm sorry you are in such pain. Whatever decision you take at that time, I hope it brings you the relief you are looking for.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
121
Unfortunately, the odds of things changing in a week are slim... Although, for your sake, I hope they do. If not, I hope that you find the peace that you are seeking.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
302
My SN arrives today.

I can't handle the pain anymore.

Will CTB if I don't get even a slight bit better. There's no point anymore. I won't live with this pain. Fuck life.
Whatever you choose we will be here to support your decision, whatever that is. I will CTB too with SN when my time comes. I'm in pain too, both mental and physical (multi-joint pain)
 
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whybother2002

you with the sad eyes
Oct 14, 2025
114
how is everything? did things change a bit?
No, but my parents got the SN package that was supposed to arrive that day :-( Thank you so much for asking
 
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