mold
local fungi
- Jun 25, 2019
- 75
i think ive finally decided its time. ive suffered for years and the one thing that motivated me to keep going is gone now. theres no point. im scared of the grief i will cause but at least i won't be around to see it.
that being said, it seems like the most common methods here are hanging or jumping off a building or onto train tracks... i feel like all of these would be a burden and extremely painful. is there any way to go peacefully in japan? if not i can just cope and do one of the above but i just don't want to feel any more pain, mental or physical. im just so tired and done and ready to go.
that being said, it seems like the most common methods here are hanging or jumping off a building or onto train tracks... i feel like all of these would be a burden and extremely painful. is there any way to go peacefully in japan? if not i can just cope and do one of the above but i just don't want to feel any more pain, mental or physical. im just so tired and done and ready to go.