• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

Z

zjay-0v3rit!

takemeaway
Jun 14, 2024
42
A voice came to me tonight and asked that I wait to CTB until my pet is gone. It really has been hard to think about leaving her behind. This could be years..... it is going to be hard to repair the relationships in my life in the meantime. I dont know if that will happen or not....i might just be a loner or make new friends? I dont know. Of course i want to ctb NOW, theres just a few things in the way.
Waiting on SN delivery. Theres a strange comfort in knowing just that its been ordered. Maybe this is calm before the storm?
Not ctbing means im going to have to hustle my ass off to pay my bills next month. Im going to be in debt, gotta love being alive. Just working to pay the fucking bills, awesome :) :) :)
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: DeIetedUser4739 and Praestat_Mori
ADBoy777

ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
181
I wish more people would care for their pets like you do, putting it in front of you is genuine.
Best wishes hope you will do well and find some rest and happiness in the meantime🙏🏼🙏🏼
 
  • Love
Reactions: zjay-0v3rit!
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,845
Bills suck, when u have your method ready and at hand you can leave at anytime. It's only a question about SI in the end. Caring about your pets important.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: DeIetedUser4739 and zjay-0v3rit!
Z

zjay-0v3rit!

takemeaway
Jun 14, 2024
42
I wish more people would care for their pets like you do, putting it in front of you is genuine.
Best wishes hope you will do well and find some rest and happiness in the meantime🙏🏼🙏🏼

Bills suck, when u have your method ready and at hand you can leave at anytime. It's only a question about SI in the end. Caring about your pets important.

Thank you <3
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: ADBoy777 and Praestat_Mori

Similar threads

K
Replies
20
Views
957
Suicide Discussion
SchizoGymnast
SchizoGymnast
LucifersIntrovert
Replies
5
Views
252
Suicide Discussion
Praestat_Mori
P
usernamesarehard
Replies
20
Views
910
Suicide Discussion
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
thebiggestduck17
Replies
1
Views
228
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Replies
3
Views
348
Suicide Discussion
Ligottian
L