another thing (i was typing this before passing out at my laptop this reply was to be sooner lol) for just planning notes in general, i plan on making different text documents to put in a folder named "for specific people", then my main note thats in a file named !The First Notes (adding ! to the beginning makes it the top of the list, so its opened first) then i will prob have photo albums for each folder for a specific person. i may add more in there, if i start a private diary of my plans fully maybe i will add that, so they know this wasnt just an impulsive decision. a lot of my note drafts are saying sorry i cant keep being strong enough for this world anymore, that its not their faults, that there was nothing they could do so dont feel guilty, and remind them i love them very much, and gently remind them that they should be happy i am not in pain anymore, and it wont ever get worse again.
i wanna lock it in a password locked ZIP file, prob put on a usb stick near me, and will make multiple copies. i would make written copies of some notes to specific people to make it more personal, might draw them one last thing because i like to draw and my parents would appreciate that. i plan to have a shorter physical note with the PW to the files, and for online people i plan to either email or make an automated DM sending the file and pw. i can use iphone shortcuts to set up something both automated but would also have to click to confirm before a timer hopefully starts and sends the notes at the end. not sure how i will do it for discord, might have to mess with my own bot/code to figure it out.
im still trying to figure it out all for myself as well, its hard figuring out these things, but i have been making a lot of notes, just to plan and also for others, to keep editing until it is all ready
