Starfire
just here to vent
- Nov 3, 2020
- 34
I've had this crush on someone but I don't think we're anything alike. I flourish in coldness, she flourishes in warmth. She just have this strong and amazing personality that I can't seem to match. I have zero chance with her but that's not my concern right now. It's just that we have became friends and I have offered her everything she ever wanted without expecting anything in return. I guess it's all part of these lack of self-love issues that I have with myself. I can't accept affection back. I long for it but I always duck when it comes my way. I'll suffer in silence. I'll admire her from afar. I'll offer her anything and everything in my power without expecting anything in return. Besides, nobody wants a suicidal piece of sht in their life. So here I will be, all bloody and bare. Will be running around with hopelessness in the air..
