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simplyunheardof
Member
- Jun 29, 2024
- 5
I'm planning to CTB in exactly a week, I can't wait, but I'm also lost at what to do with my friend. He's struggling a lot too and besides me he has no reason to continue living, I'm stuck in a situation where if I don't message him at least once in two weeks he will have assumed I passed. I'm grateful to have a brother who has no strong understanding of death, could it be his autism? doesn't matter, point is he's willing to log into my account to message him once a week pretending to be me, so I can go in peace. Funny thing tho- I like that guy a lot, had a crush on him for a year lol but combined with everything else in my life I cannot stay for him or anyone. This is a ramble atp but idc
I cant wait to cut myself head to toe and finally slit my wrists in a week, idc if its a painful way to die, I haven't even begun writing everyone notes when I intended to start friday. I finally set up a tinder account too so maybe I wont die a virgin lmao someone laugh at me and my situation

