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pain6batch9

pain6batch9

Chronic
Aug 25, 2024
184
Thank you.

I shall write this as carefully as I can. Because, I was having some difficulty getting the words to flow. Only today. Yesterday was fine and my product came to me in a tsunami of excitement and action. But my mind today, stutters into a deep, penetrating stillness. All I want is for my imagination to push. I need my fingers to tap in the coarse, unflinching manner I demand. I need the pixels to dance for me. I need to be satisfied. What a sweet relief when the tightness can be let go and the page, like the angel she is, can display the beauty she was born with.

I'm exhausted thinking about it. All I want to do is embrace it with everything I have but it's the most elusive art I shall never capture. The words escaped me today.
 
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