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nyapoka

nyapoka

talking to myself
Aug 16, 2023
40
after trying to recover since 2021, I decided I am going to commit suicide in August of 2023. It has been over 1 year since I made that decision. I know my method, and my 2nd choice method. I need to be done with it already. With panic, I can take pills like clonaz Loraz, but I still deeply panic while taking the pill. The last thing I want is to panic so hard and end up calling 911 on myself. I need to get over this. Please how can I get over this. It's my time and it has been my time.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
650
You'd need beta blockers or benzos. It helps relieve nerves and calm you down while making you drowsy and dizzy. I equally recommend that with hydroxyzine for the same similar affect and prazosin if anyone asks.
 
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danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
I totally agree with idelttoilfsadness21. Take a shit loads of benzos. I also have panic disorder, I am on Amitriptyline and I take clonazepam too.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the relief from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Daxter777

Daxter777

Student
May 22, 2023
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Also have panic disorder and I was thinking of taking 9 ativan prpanolol and then tie my hands and feet so i cant call anyone, kind of a shit way to go out but i dont want my panic or si to fuck me over (sn)
 
nyapoka

nyapoka

talking to myself
Aug 16, 2023
40
I hope you find the relief from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
I appreciate this, thank you very much🫂
You'd need beta blockers or benzos. It helps relieve nerves and calm you down while making you drowsy and dizzy. I equally recommend that with hydroxyzine for the same similar affect and prazosin if anyone asks.
I've never heard of beta blockers, I'm going to look these up
I've been on benzos, is there a difference between them?
I totally agree with idelttoilfsadness21. Take a shit loads of benzos. I also have panic disorder, I am on Amitriptyline and I take clonazepam too.
I was on clonaz when panic disorder begun, how is amitriptyline? Thank you
Also have panic disorder and I was thinking of taking 9 ativan prpanolol and then tie my hands and feet so i cant call anyone, kind of a shit way to go out but i dont want my panic or si to fuck me over (sn)
yes🫠I understand so much. For me ideally partial suspension but I know I'd panic and fuck myself over.
 

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