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nosecuandovuelvo

nosecuandovuelvo

New Member
Feb 8, 2026
2
lately ive started smoking less for the nicotine and more just befause i know it hurts me. does anyone else do this? i think it may be kind of weird but also its a nice and almost socially acceptable form of sh
 
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Cyc

Cyc

It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
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I used to vape because it hurt my lungs, so I can sort of relate. Also it's really easy to hide asw
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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If you're going to count cigarettes as sh, might as well count having an alcohol drink, eating a donut, and even breathing our polluted air.
 
nosecuandovuelvo

nosecuandovuelvo

New Member
Feb 8, 2026
2
If you're going to count cigarettes as sh, might as well count having an alcohol drink, eating a donut, and even breathing our polluted air.
i suppose thats fair, but i think its more the intention behind the act. especially since cigarettes are actually harmful and i often smoke until it physically hurts
 
Felixim

Felixim

Member
Sep 8, 2025
9
I do this as well, although I wished it was a little more potent in its harmful effects. I am young now so the probability of me being already dead than actually getting lung cancer is higher lol. As much as I revel in destroying my body, the hospital visits and having to recover afterwards don't really feel fulfilling. Basically I am all for harming, but when you include the recovery part of that process, then this turns into an exhausting cycle or relapse-recovery.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
i suppose thats fair, but i think its more the intention behind the act. especially since cigarettes are actually harmful and i often smoke until it physically hurts
I guess intent would be a factor, to be fair. We really can't choose to breathe. I don't really know, but wouldn't that take an awful lot of cigarettes to create physical pain? Where does it create pain?
 

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