Chronic pain is killing me

[unluckysadness]

I have too much disabilities. I wonder why I'm still alive. I really didn't deserve all this pain. I don't even like sleeping anymore because since a few days, I have nightmares and it's awful when nights and days are torture. Every night I want to drink this SN shit, but I realize that I didn't fast, so I cannot take it just like that. Damn, please just give me N. I could pay a lot for a little bottle...

 

[Topaz111]

Your own body turning against you may just be the most cruel thing a human can experience, especially when despite such great suffering we still retain the survival instinct and have to overcome it if we wish to leave this existance. You deserve so much better, I'm so sorry

 

[unluckysadness]

Your own body turning against you may just be the most cruel thing a human can experience, especially when despite such great suffering we still retain the survival instinct and have to overcome it if we wish to leave this existance. You deserve so much better, I'm so sorry

Thanks for your kind words All I want is to escape from my body because there is no miracle drug or treatment for me.