I know this is probably a bad/stupid question but- I'm currently in a situation where I see myself being homeless in some years soon, or, at the very least, not being able to have my own income. I'm currently 100% economic dependable on my ex, since I'm disabled due to C-PTSD, I can't get a job, so that's not an option as well
My ideal way of ctb would be with the N method, the exit bag, but the more time goes on that seems unrealistic for me.
To note, I'm not planning on ctb anytime soon, my plan is to do it anytime between my 20s (25yrs being my deadline), I'm currently 19yrs old
But for my plan, my main way to go would be the exit bag, since it's calm, painless, the exact way i want to leave. the "plan b" would be either (full) hanging, or by Hypernatremia from drinking soy sauce.
But I'm still not sure, I guess I could find a rope technically anywhere but there's still the risk that it could break while trying that method, the soy sauce comes from stories I've read of people accidentally intoxicating themselves with it, but it does seems a rather painful way to go, but I can get it without raising suspicions from my roommates
So, to sum it up: what are the cheapest ways to ctb? Or rather, how could one ctb if one becomes homelessness, in a not-so-painfull way or at least not traumatizing for others (as in, I don't wanna jump in front of a car or a train, nor do I wanna get in a street fight)
I'm guessing drowning is also a possibility too, if there's a lake or a beach close,,, but it would be very painful right?
Thoughts? Thanks!
My ideal way of ctb would be with the N method, the exit bag, but the more time goes on that seems unrealistic for me.
To note, I'm not planning on ctb anytime soon, my plan is to do it anytime between my 20s (25yrs being my deadline), I'm currently 19yrs old
But for my plan, my main way to go would be the exit bag, since it's calm, painless, the exact way i want to leave. the "plan b" would be either (full) hanging, or by Hypernatremia from drinking soy sauce.
But I'm still not sure, I guess I could find a rope technically anywhere but there's still the risk that it could break while trying that method, the soy sauce comes from stories I've read of people accidentally intoxicating themselves with it, but it does seems a rather painful way to go, but I can get it without raising suspicions from my roommates
So, to sum it up: what are the cheapest ways to ctb? Or rather, how could one ctb if one becomes homelessness, in a not-so-painfull way or at least not traumatizing for others (as in, I don't wanna jump in front of a car or a train, nor do I wanna get in a street fight)
I'm guessing drowning is also a possibility too, if there's a lake or a beach close,,, but it would be very painful right?
Thoughts? Thanks!
