Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
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After spending some time forced into selfcare, I don't hate myself, but I'm not feeling..... idk.... I want to be different....
I like the way I am, I'm the comfy, natural kind of person. I have makeup etc, but if I wore it more than 5 times a year id be surprised. but I feel like I'm missing something. i just can't place it.
I tried dying my hair before black with purple streaks, but the purple streaks blended in with the black (it was my own fault, I was trying to make a non natural colour natural lol)
I'm going to get my hair cut, and I'm really looking at the butterfly cut (currently my hair touches my a$$ its so long lol)
But outside of this I'm at a total loss.
I really admire girls with really short cuts.
Have you ever "judged" someone, but you're not judging them, you're admiring them while judging yourself. "OMG I love your hair, I couldn't ever do that" while thinking to yourself, that you'd like to but you're just way to self-conscious (this isn't what I'm currently looking for, just an example mostly)
I'm looking for a "general" alternative look. I think Clawed Beauty 101 looks nice, but a bit more than what im looking for.
(ive got to get going, i might add more in the comments later)
small vent first
i was reading this "advice column" and someone mentioned her friend had changed her look and then lied about it. and the "advice" was that only vain people change themselves. HOLY FUCKING CHRIST!!!! the next time im having a panic attack because im worried i look like shit, ill remind myself it has nothing to do with the judgmental assholes that flood the world, im just a vain bitch.
maybe i shouldnt even have made this post....i want to change myself......so i can find myself....finding myself is vain i guess.....thats just horrible...what am i going to do!!???
it should be illegal for some people to speak
I like the way I am, I'm the comfy, natural kind of person. I have makeup etc, but if I wore it more than 5 times a year id be surprised. but I feel like I'm missing something. i just can't place it.
I tried dying my hair before black with purple streaks, but the purple streaks blended in with the black (it was my own fault, I was trying to make a non natural colour natural lol)
I'm going to get my hair cut, and I'm really looking at the butterfly cut (currently my hair touches my a$$ its so long lol)
But outside of this I'm at a total loss.
I really admire girls with really short cuts.
Have you ever "judged" someone, but you're not judging them, you're admiring them while judging yourself. "OMG I love your hair, I couldn't ever do that" while thinking to yourself, that you'd like to but you're just way to self-conscious (this isn't what I'm currently looking for, just an example mostly)
I'm looking for a "general" alternative look. I think Clawed Beauty 101 looks nice, but a bit more than what im looking for.
(ive got to get going, i might add more in the comments later)
small vent first
i was reading this "advice column" and someone mentioned her friend had changed her look and then lied about it. and the "advice" was that only vain people change themselves. HOLY FUCKING CHRIST!!!! the next time im having a panic attack because im worried i look like shit, ill remind myself it has nothing to do with the judgmental assholes that flood the world, im just a vain bitch.
maybe i shouldnt even have made this post....i want to change myself......so i can find myself....finding myself is vain i guess.....thats just horrible...what am i going to do!!???
it should be illegal for some people to speak
