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Chemicalcastration20

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Sep 11, 2020
76
Was so very close to ramming my car into a large oak tree earlier without seatbelt at 100mph. Must have drove past it about 4 times.. Couldn't do it! Kept imagining me surviving and getting sectioned as a result.
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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I honestly don't think you would survive it if you really did hit it at that speed.
But understand why you didn't.
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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Sorry to hear that OP. not sure if it would have worked or not with crumple zones and airbags. Feel for you
 
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Chemicalcastration20

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Sep 11, 2020
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Thanks for your support... Its definitely a risk as there is a possibility to survive thats what I don't like about that method. Iv tried hanging 3 times now, stood on the edge of cliffs for hours. Just getting desperate I hate it when I get up in the morning a realise I'm here for another day. I wish there was 1% chance I would get better then I could have some beleif.. but there is not
 
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