Help Can't pass out with partial

[Claymore7274]

Been trying to CTB for the past 2 hours unsuccessfully, i have changed the position of the rope on my neck, used padding on the carotids, no padding.
i just can't manage to pass out, got myself some nasty marks on my neck. Should i just go full hanging?

Good anchor point, polypropylene rope, only issue is that it's 5mm, i made a double slip knot for it to be 10mm, could this be the problem?

 

[PI3.14]

Not an expert myself but I'm planning to go with partial.

Can you explain your experience? Like, the position you use and the feelings you get when attempting.

 

[Claymore7274]

Not an expert myself but I'm planning to go with partial.

Can you explain your experience? Like, the position you use and the feelings you get when attempting

i kneel down and let my body go forward, i don't really feel anything besides the insane pressure on my head after 15 ish seconds, only once i've felt like passing out but it quickly went away, i'm about to try it again


if i don't manage to ctb with partial by thursday, i'm going full suspension. it's gonna hurt like a bitch

 

[Dukey]

i have the same problem been trying for multiple days and i'm getting frustrated 10mm rope, shoelace, electrical cord, padding, no padding, tried below the adams apple above, knot center of neck then to the left or right side.

nothing works just feel pressure building in my head even after 20-30 seconds like what the fuck am i doing wrong this shouldn't be this difficult.

i truly don't fucking get it i'm practicing with a coat rack that hangs on my door i throw the rope over the hook and hold it with my hands so when i do pass out i just release the rope and fall to the ground to practice.

but still i can't seem to get even close to pass out like wtf do i need to do, put more pressure? like more pressure very fast? like basically drop to my knees as fast as possible? i just don't get it might try a different method. i would do full suspension but i want to test it first i don't want to hang for 1-2 min and suffocate to death.

 

[setspiritfree]

I too am stuck in this very mindset. I want to die so badly. Today was a hard day for me. Much worse than yesterday. I am older like 57 and I have tried taking a bunch of my blood pressure meds but I have since learned that is almost impossible and too risky to just be left in worse condition. Still I take an extra at night and combine it with my Suboxone hoping I will just stop breathing in my sleep. I hate waking up